I've been coughing.
Sigh.
Feeling nauseous and dizzy.
Tired. It doesn't feel good to be sick..
It's getting a little worse.
Maybe I'll sleep earlier..
Tomorrow, I need to go somewhere though.
So I think I need ample rest.
I think I don't wish to cause any trouble to you anymore.
I'll just leave it at your door.. Then sms you after that.
I hope my health don't fail me.
Gosh..
No one approves of me to care for you.
You don't wish to either.
I'm forsaken..anyway.
I should have given up. This is what everyone told me.
Now, I know what I should do.
Despite the separation of 8 months, I still believe in you.
In the past, now or future, I will.
Just, I couldn't bring myself to witness a girl by you.
And I realised that I couldn't be your guardian.
I failed to..
Sigh..
You must take care..
Cos' I wouldn't see how you will be like in future.
I still have not done my ten years series..Sobs..
Need to work harder.
Monday is English Prelim Oral Examination already.
Sigh..
Don't give me away.. I need to score. ='(
End here..
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