______Here Comes MICKEY`!

Monday, September 22, 2008

New year 08. Xue, min and me.

We were on our way to the hotel.
Bright o!
This, I forgot to post.

Taken from her hand phone.

She took my photo.

And another.

Another. She looks cute~!

Spectacle of Joseph can?

The class gathering in Sentosa that got me chao ta.
Me and min

It was scorching bright.
And huiting wanted to join us.. but cheek!
Photo taken.

So we have decided to take another.

Aren't they sweet!!

Mrs Ng so cute~ We will do our best!

They are so cute~!
We love you! And we saw the wishes!

Thank you juniors!

That's the whole wishes from the school outside the general office.
Thank you juniors!

Ah~! I caught you!

They were enjoying themselves inside the restaurant of the boat.

Lols. Vermon is drinking.

So I came back zilian-ing

The full view of my dressing.

My brother's hoodies.

And..

I looked rather dejected, do i?

My final piece is finally willing to take the plane to Cambridge.
And thereby, I show you my picture that I've been working so hard for.
And complaining so long for.

I can't find any reason why I like you so much.
There are plenty of reasons that I'm attracted to you.
I can name it all..

What is love?
Nothingness and everything..
Still, that girl in your eyes has yet to grow up..

She still stands beside and seriously telling you, I like you.
Maybe her words are taken as a kid telling jokes..
Apologies..

I handed up my final.
Great..
And I have some photos in the water boat restaurant.

Got to work harder for every other thing.
I certainly hope I get good grades.

And I hope I grow up one day..

Squeaks` @* 6:24 AM

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Saturday, September 20, 2008

There has been a lot going through my head..
Am I over-sensitive?
But I have got a strong feeling about it..
Thanks for everything..

I understand it too..
How long has it been since we're friends.?
So you try to keep a distance when I feel hopeful
This is not cruel to me..
But helping me to understand the situation.

Souvenir of love
Copied the notes for you, knitted the scarf for you
You praise me for my attentiveness.
The seat near the window, the milk tea with ice
I took notice of it for you.

Special raincoat, goodnight messages
Is your care for me.
I always thought that you are the eternal love.

Why are you so quiet when it comes to me
But caring towards her
No more cards, no more reasons for messages
It was an extreme cold shoulder.

Someone says when we grow up, love will change
All it left was echoes.
Until that day, I saw your perseverance
Then I believe..

So your heart is empty inside
That's why she can win your heart so easily.
I don't have ability and is a coward
I pretended that I don't mind

So my heart is empty inside
Still retaining the memories that has you
This is a souvenir of love.

To be honest, you helped me to grow up.
Everything about you is vivid..
And it plays like the cassettes..
Rewinding and playing repeatedly..

Maybe time isn't right yet.
I can't request anything either.
Or maybe never possible.

You are still the "teacher" of mine.
Still the one I respect with high esteem.

I can't get the thoughts you're having through guessing.
I can only persevere through my ways..
I can only support you morally when you encounter problems..
I can only lend you my ears when you need.
I can only watch you from this distance to make sure you're doing fine.

But.. I am only here.. this is what I can do..
Maybe, like you, I need more time to think through.
1 year, 2 years, 3 years.. I don't know..
Sigh..

At times like this.. I want to give up everything..
But I know, I can't.

I said I wanted to hold on..
But it means to say that I have to work harder to hold on.
Be reminded that I'm not the only person who is choosing someone.
But people are choosing me too.

Besides, I always knew that you're too good for me.
It's me who really doesn't suit to stand beside you.
In terms of all aspects, you have every rights.
In anyway, thanks for taking care of me all the while.

Nothing can change how I think..
You're still the one..
I always think about.

She has gently placed her hands on the face.
Looking into the eyes, she only sees him..
Every brotherhood tries to get close.. with that ulterior motive.
Won't he just shun?
Or it is just a shoulder to lean on..?
Why indulge her?

She sat on the seat, thinking through..
In daze..
It was him. No one else..

She escaped his eye..
He seemed to understand it all through..
Still she put up her front..
To show she can make it through to make sure people say she's fine.

The smiles are all..you gave.
I'm only a friend.

Squeaks` @* 11:04 AM

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Friday, September 19, 2008

What Stellalimpeisien Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.

Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.

Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Spot on!! I'm this kind of person. LOLS.
Well, what kind of person are you?

Sounds like I'm so prone to anything.. Lols.
Named out my good and bad. Opps.

Squeaks` @* 7:47 PM

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Thursday, September 18, 2008

I'm still wondering..
Can chemistry be nurtured?
Or it is only to own self at the sight of discovered beauty.?

Everyday, conversation after another..
Does it call "nurturing"?
Well, am I waiting for something that has a return?

It's perfectly fine.. Isn't it?
I got another secret to say..
"You're just a friend" isn't it?

It may just be a 2 months friendship,
But.. I know how it feels here..

3 years ago.. The same thing happened.
Liked a person whom I got to know..
In the end, I realized it was the chemistry that is.

3 years later, the history is telling a story again.
This time, whether it is a repeat or a twisted story, I have yet to know..
Well, maybe one day, you have found out how you felt.
Tell me..?
For once.. Have I ever stood a place or stood a chance?

Nevertheless, I'm still standing firm.
Girls are sensitive.

Silly girl..

Hey.. Terrible.. My work is unfinished.. I better get going.. byebye~

Squeaks` @* 12:04 AM

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Tuesday, September 16, 2008

I realized this..
I was being a bad person..
Why the attitude..?
It's unexplainable..

My dear, this is honestly pure cruelty to myself.
Ill-treating myself.
That's very cute..
I think I know..

"Afraid to gain too much happiness because I afraid to lose it."
So.. I refrained myself from happiness? (again?)

Or what..
Stella was very happy..

It doesn't mean I'll give up this easily..
I left this opportunity to decide..
Dilemma?

A secret..
I confessed to my own feelings.
It will only direct to hurt the old injuries that I called it scars.
Was told to be ugly duckling that never grow to be swan.
Was told to be that not lovable person because of who I am.
So I tried hard to change for others.
But forgot myself.

Hey girl,
Deep in heart, we all know it well.
This is not it..
I'm just trying to seep into my emotional self again.
So I need to snap out of it.

Dilemma because I realized just one big factor enough to cover everything.
What if people of the same kind suddenly had a difference.?
To accept? Or to let go?
This major factor affects not only myself..
I'm contradicting myself.

I honestly wish to continue liking someone.
Just.. Maybe, I'm a coward..
Backing off..
Besides, which rights do I have to feel that someone should reciprocate how I felt?

But that doesn't ends everything.
I want to say that.. I'm not giving up..
This time, I want to earn myself something.
That faith that I'm trying to venture.
That courage I don't have and used to back off
And that applaud as my reward.

So.. Let me continue, I say..
If I want to earn something, I have to suffer.
And even if the thing I want to obtain may not be the final I will get,
There is no regret.

Every choices has consequences.
Since I set my mind to it, I will do it.

Lastly, my result simply is "sweet".
To get what I want..
I will put in sufficient or more than what it needs to get what I want..
This is earning myself something..

Apology to someone whom I had given "cold shoulder".
I just need time to think carefully and sort things out.. =D

Squeaks` @* 2:59 AM

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Thursday, September 11, 2008

Something is telling me that..
"It's nothing actually.. No worries."
But you know..
"actually it is.. It's just like a firework.."
The moment paused to enjoy the scenery..
Woosh.. it's gone.

I like the feeling of fallen leaves.
The times when you walk through the path so peacefully.
Tilting your head a little down and close your eyes with that sweetest smile on your face.
The orange sun shone on the paths, through the trees creating patterns on the ground.
The warmth orange light just touches your face so gently..

Or the moments when you look out of the window with the blanket covering you to provide you with warmth while the rain goes "tapping" on the ground.
The shelter we has..
The urge to play with the rain, holding onto the umbrella..
Turn a round after another..
That transparent umbrella, seeing through..
That grayish sky dripping drops and drops of water on your umbrella..

Or the moments when there is a piece of grassland, having valleys and mountains in sight.
That winter like fluffy "Christmas trees" surrounding the back of grassland..
Lying down on the soft and fresh scent of flowers and greenery.
Looking at the sky.. feel and touch the sky before yourself.
When the cow goes moo-ing and the lambs goes meh-ing.

Just feel like hugging all these scenarios within my boundaries..
Then maybe I could try experience it..

Or maybe.. The morning before an infrastructure, that small man-made fountain, an empty bricks of grounds,
People are wearing thick furry clothes, walking from one place to another.
And here we go, walking pass this place where all pigeons seemed to have agreed to meet up in this particular place.
That haughty me, was too eager to enter the grand infrastructure, maybe a clock tower when the pigeons all flew in a circular formation up the sky.
Few feathers just dropped and land on the ground while I turned back to ask people to come along..
I can just picture how grand it would be, if the night comes and it turned into bustling royal city.
People taking pictures and the orange lights like fireflies lit up everywhere..
Outside the tower and everywhere, the bridge.. Maybe..

Woah~ How did I come up with so many imaginations?
Well, I don't know too..
They just came up.

Maybe I'll draw them out one day. =P
This is called the.. "a place I wanna be."

Squeaks` @* 9:13 PM

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1) Who was your last text from?
Eileen! My beloved sharing woes and weals(o level) junior. XD

2) Does your crush like you back?
Umm!! Pending.. EH!! Not crush.. Maybe no.

3) What is your current mood?
Super joyous! Preliminary end le! I want ice-cream! =D

4) What is your sisters' name?
Rebb, Winnie, Jessie, Qian, Xue, Min, Hui, Raychel, Eileen, Shiwen jiejie, a lot eh..
Can put my nuers' name down too?

5) What is your favourite colour?
Baby blue, Black, White, Brown, Milky white,
Greenish yellow(that of a leaf), Maple leaf red and the rainbow!

6) Do you have a crazy side?
Umm.. Lost rationality when it comes to excess sugar?
Let's have sweets party!! XD
Jiejie says: Crazy girl..

7) Ever had a near death experience?
Maybe.? When I "drove" my car and use the phone at the same time?
No.. Is when I bleed because of the apple I cut!

8) Something you do a lot?
Crap, talk, laugh, cry, hyper, umm, indulgence in turning around can?

9) Angry at someone?
Sometimes? I don't want~ > < wrinkle eh~

10) Do you want to see somebody right now?
No.! Not "Somebody"~ probably him? AND long-lost friends, .....Qian.

11) When is the last time you cried?
2 days ago.

12) Who would you do anything for?
That drink?? Non-carbonated ma~ lols. Is my family.

13) What is the one thing you notice about the opposite sex first?
Eyes? That soul..

14) Where's your friend at and what are they doing?
Hmm.. Sleeping? Hahas. Don't know ah~

15) Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
YES! I'm the Ceo of Xiaohai club, you know?
To update myself with my subordinates' news. XD

16) What are you drinking or eating at the moment?
Drinking water.. EHH~~

17) Do you speak any other languages?
English, Chinese, Maths.. EHH~~ Wrong..
Dialect, Japanese(VERY little), Malay ma? Indian.. umm.. HAHAS..

18) How much money is there in your wallet?
200 billions. Believe? Can you stuff so much in???
No robbers like me.. XP

19) Describe your life in one word.
Dramatic.

20) If you are a guy. Have you circumcise?
SHE ME LAI DE??? Foreign language..
Oh.. Jiejie says is a No.

21) What are you thinking about right now?
Why? It's why..

22) What should you be doing right now?
Studying or sleeping.. I had a sleepless last night. T-T

23) Who was the last person you have told I love you to?
JIEJIE!! I just told her.

24) Who was the last person who yelled at you?
Binhao. Laughs* In text.

25) Do you act differently in front of the person you like?
Maybe yes? Used to?
Now, Dream on!!! Accept that this is me. =P

26) What is your natural hair colour?
Natural Asian Brown. ehh~~

27) Who was the last person to make you smile?
Jiejie~! =P But wait.. I smile to everyone eh..

What a cute Quiz~ So interesting.. =P

Squeaks` @* 7:02 PM

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Wednesday, September 10, 2008

It's a holiday again..
I slept for 12 hours.
Woah..

Should I go to school to study?
Though I don't have to go.

I'm hungry.

When my youngest brother says sarcastic remarks about people,
I feel terribly irritated.
Because his every word seemed to just hurt people's pride directly.
More importantly, my parents agrees with..

Which made me even more dislike him..
That I don't want to talk to him..

And sometimes the thing he does, don't seemed to consider for people.
Sigh..
If he could just mind his words, he is definitely a lovable brother.
Or should I accept that nature of him?

Sigh.. Why did my mother just look away and ignore what I have told her about this problem.?
Is because she agrees too?
Or is it there is nothing she could do?
Or is it she thinks it's perfectly fine?

Aww.. I find myself a bad sister.
Maybe, I should become a better sister.

So should go to school?
Well, laughs..
Probably later..

Jiejie! I'm coming.. heh..

Who is in the lala world?
Lala world, lala world
Who is in the lala world?
it's lala, you and me..

Opps.. A kid.

Squeaks` @* 9:54 PM

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Monday, September 8, 2008

Sorry..
Sometimes.. there is no rights for me..
Shouldn't like someone.
Maybe, I might just bring harm to them..

Or should I take care before wanting someone beside myself?
I laugh till relapse..
Remarkable.

I really.. don't wish to make other people to suffer with me too..

Meanwhile, Stella work harder to be a better person.
Honestly..

Squeaks` @* 11:00 PM

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I feel lethargic.
I am happier.
Elroy treat me ice-cream yesterday~
Laughs..
Though I'm having fever.
But his funny and weird reactions made my day.

Maybe ice-cream and chocolate is my only cure.
Laughs..

I presume I'm ill..
Mentally..
Maybe I'm condemning myself.

Wee.. Throw all things aside.
I talked to xue xue for 1 hour.
Feel bad actually.
Her hour to study.
Thank you for listening to me. =)

I think Fries is still angry with me.
Maybe, I'm too unappreciative.
Maybe, I refused to be save from misery.
He has no reasons to help me either. =)

But my motivations are all around!
Qianyong is coming back in 3 months time.
There truly are a lot of things that I've yet to experience. =P
Besides, Qian will heartbreak if she sees me in this state.
And Jessie~ and Winnie.
And my family..
And so many.
Heh. I just minimizes my view so much.

Sighs~~
I want to rest so much..
Shoulders getting heavier each day..
Maybe! It will get lighter now and then!

I miss everyone~
I left 2 cones of ice-cream.
Poor thing.
I unreasonably demanded.
Heh..
Sorry~~

Mm.. Prelims over means no more fun.. Sigh.
Kind of sad too.
Opps.
Laughs. After O levels bas!

And.. I'm not angry about him flaring at me.
Since this is always what he does when I speak to him.
SO! I deleted him!
Then if he wants, talk to me.
If not, then we'll never talk.
It's not like I'm bad.
Just think that getting angry of me just made him feel worse.
Might as well not talk and don't know if he is there~
Laughs.
That's a very efficient way.

I want some more Ice cream..
=P

Opps.
I forgot my lunch..
I want to sing..~
Ai no Uta.
Super nice song seh~!

Who want listen?
Laughs.. Joking~

Jaslyn, Happier okay?
You have got me!

Mm..What else..
Go study bas.. Talk next time.~!

Squeaks` @* 8:36 PM

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Sunday, September 7, 2008

Sorry.. There's nothing I can do..
So friends, don't get too close here.
You'll get hurt.

I'm like a burning flame.
Anyone who comes closer get injured.
Maybe I've gone berserk.

It's the tears my eyes are filled with.
I can do nothing but hurt anyone.

I've succeeded confusing you..
And the same goes..
You have succeeded telling me the cruel fact.
How crazy I am now..

no one can help.
I could only derives happiness from my ice-cream..
That sweetness I longed.

So regrettable.
I hurt people I didn't want to.

Shh..
The only reason why I don't want you to find out what's inside.
Not to expose my secret is..
I just want to save this smallest corner for myself.

I'm happy, but what is happiness?

Squeaks` @* 10:24 PM

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Don't treat me too well.
Because I may not be able to treat you as well as you do.
Don't try to read my mind.
Because I want to keep myself within.

Just at times, I think.
People like me is too scary.
You can't distinguish who you are.
That myself I never know.
Until one day.

I feel bad, feel lost.
I don't know where I'm heading either.
Maybe, I lost my trust.

Because of the past.

I just want to find someone reliable.
To hear me..
I can't expect anyone to trust my words 100%
But I just want them to trust what I say.

When I tell the truth, no one believed.
When I tell a lie, everyone else believed.

Staying what I am now,
Only makes me sink deeper.

I just need a word of trust.
To trust myself for once.
To trust others for once.

Thank you so much.
For being there when I need a pair of listening ears.
I can no longer differentiate what is love and what is friendship.
The only thing I know is..
I don't want to lose it.
Sorry for being selfish.

I miss Qian.
She's the only one who trust me completely.
Whatever I said..
100%.

I say that people are selfish.
But the most selfish one is right here.

I shivered.
At the sight of every move.
I killed myself instantly.
That bleeding wound.
Bloody knife..
Evil smile.
All myself.
That handful of blood..
Dripping bit by bit.
In front of the mirror.
Nothing I can hide.

A person like this.. worth?
I can't see your face..
I only see that quiet you crying..
Hush..
Just a hug..
Our surroundings..turned bright..
No more darkness, you are kept within..
I just want to see the blue sky that has every parts to be happier..

It's okay..
I'm still well and alive. I just want to be happy.

Squeaks` @* 8:43 PM

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My song for you [Fukui Mai]

kyou mo anata wo omotte naite shimatta yo
kono basho ni suwatte warai sakebi hanashita ne
moshi haruka ano aoi sora karamiteru nara
kara mawatteru watashi ni waratteru koto deshou

issho ni iru to kanashii koto mo
hanbun ni natte
itsumo saigo ni wa
waratteta watashi ga ita no ni
ima de wa... ima de wa... 

anata ni ae nakute
taihen nanda yo
namida ga tomara nakute
hageshiku furisosoi da ame wo kanjite
tada utau dake
Here's my song for you

tsuini watashi mo anata to ita machi hanarete
katariatta yume kanaeru tame ni ganbaru kara
douka watashi ga jibun ni make sou ni nattara
itsumo no you ni tokui no mahou no kotoba kakete ne

nanika ureshii koto ga aru to
anata ni massaki ni tsutae taku naru
mujaki ni hashagu sono egao de
ureshisa ga hyakubai ni naru kara

anata ni aenakute
taihen nanda yo
namida ga tomara nakute

dakedo naite bakkari inaide
anata ni todoku you ni
sora ni utau yo
Here's my song for you

kanashii ni nante make takunai yo zettai
Cause I have a Dream of my own
ano hi katariatta yume ga
jibun to no yakusoku ni natte
watashi wo tsuyoku suru

anata ni aenakute mo
anata ni furerarenakute mo
kokoro wa tsunagatteru zutto
jinsei wa ikkai dake de
ima wa ima shikanai kara
jibun rashiku
waratte ikiteku yo

watashi mo aishiteru yo
anata ni deaete kara no mainichi ga
tanoshikatta arigatou
I miss you very very very much
How are you doing
I'm doing alright, still
and I'm gonna be alright today

mata, aeru hi made...


今日もあなたを想って泣いてしまったよ
この場所に座って笑い叫び話したね
もし遥かあの青い空から見てるなら
からまわってる私に笑ってることでしょう

一緒にいると悲しい事も半分になって
いつも最後には
笑ってた私がいたのに
今では…

あなたに会えなくて
大変なんだよ
涙が止まらなくて
激しく降り注いだ雨を感じて
ただ歌うだけ
Here's my song for you

ついに私もあなたといた街離れて
語り合った夢叶えるために頑張るから
どうか私が自分に負けそうになったら
いつものように得意の
魔法の言葉かけてね

何か嬉しい事があると
あなたに真っ先に伝えたくなる
無邪気にはしゃぐその笑顔で
嬉しさが100倍になるから

あなたに会えなくて
大変なんだよ
涙が止まらなくて
だけど泣いてばっかりいないで
あなたに届くように
空に歌うよ
Here's my song for you

悲しいになんて負けたくないよ　絶対
I have a Dream of my own
あの日語りあった夢が
自分との約束になって
私を強くする

あなたに会えなくても
あなたに触れられなくても
心は繋がってる　ずっと
人生は1回だけで
今は今しかないから
自分らしく笑って生きてくよ

私も愛してるよ
あなたに出会えてからの毎日が
楽しかった　ありがとう
I miss you very very very much
How are you doing
I'm doing alright, still
and I'm gonna be alright today

又、逢える日まで…

Squeaks` @* 8:19 PM

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Saturday, September 6, 2008

アイのうた lyrics

Yasashii kaze ga fuku itsumo no michi de
Anata ni ae rutoka sonna koto de ii
Chiisa na kodou no yure ga omoi ni kasanari
Shizuka ni toke runo o tada matte iru
Hito wa doushite kotae o motome runo?
Watashi wa korede shiawase nano ni shiawase nano ni

Ai no uta ga ki koe tanda
Sore wa chiisa na ai ga
Hohoemu youni yori sou youna
Yasashii oto gashita
Toki wa nagare yume wa nagare
Ironnakatachi kawa ttemo
Anata ga tada koko ni ireba sore dake de ii

Anata no yobu koe ni kiduku toki ni wa
Ushi ta mono ni tada te o noba sudake
Toki wa doushite owari o tsuge runo?
Egai ta ima wa ashita no sora ni tsudui te iru no ni

Ai no uta ga ki koe tanda
Sore wa chiisa na ai ga
Hitotsu hitotsu matataku youna
Itoshii oto gashita
Toki to tomoni ano nichi no hoshi
Namida de nagare teshimattemo
Anata ga tada koko ni ireba sore dakede ii

Negai wa tokini tooku
Muri ni tsukamo utoshitemo
Te moto o suri nuke te yuku kedo
Sono mama kie te yuku youna
Ooki namonoyori
Chiisa na ai ni kidu keba

Itsuka toki ga hana o saka shi
Yagate ooki na ai ga
Utau youni kanade ru youni
Futari o tsutsumu darou

Ai no uta ga ki koe tanda
Sore wa chiisa na ai ga
Hohoemu youni yori sou youna
Yasashii oto gashita
Toki wa nagare yume wa nagare
Ironnakatachi kawa ttemo
Anata ga tada koko ni ireba sore dakede ii
Anata ga ite soba de warau sore dakede ii

優しい風が吹く　いつもの道で
あなたに会えるとか　そんなことでいい
小さな鼓動の揺れが　想いに重なり
静かに溶けるのを　ただ待っている

人はどうして　答えを求めるの？
わたしはこれで　幸せなのに　幸せなのに

アイのうたが　聴こえたんだ
それは　小さなアイが
微笑むように　寄り添うような
優しい音がした
時は流れ　夢は流れ
いろんなかたち　変わっても
あなたがただ　ここにいれば　それだけでいい

あなたの呼ぶ声に　気づくときには
失した物に　ただ手を伸ばすだけ

時はどうして　終わりを告げるの？
描いた今は　明日の空に続いているのに

アイのうたが　聴こえたんだ
それは　小さなアイが
一つ一つ　瞬くような
愛しい音がした
時と共に　あの日の星
涙で流れてしまっても
あなたがただ　ここにいれば　それだけでいい

願いは　時に遠く
無理に掴もうとしても
手元をすり抜けてゆくけど
そのまま　消えてゆくような
大きなものより
小さなアイに　気づけば

いつか時が　花を咲かし
やがて大きなアイが
歌うように　奏でるように
二人を包むだろう

アイのうたが　聴こえたんだ
それは　小さなアイが
微笑むように　寄り添うような
優しい音がした
時は流れ　夢は流れ
いろんなかたち　変わっても
あなたがただ　ここにいれば　それだけでいい
あなたがいて　そばで笑う　それだけでいい

The gentle wind always blows on the same road
I want to meet you, but is it possible for such a thing
There’s small heart beats our feelings will overlap
Just waiting for them to dissolve gently into each other

Why do people want answers?
I’m happy, but what is happiness

Can you hear the Song of Love
It’s a small love
In order to smile, it seems we’re drawn close
By your kind voice
Time flows, dreams flow
They change various shapes
It’ll be fine, right here with you

You become aware of the voice that you’re calling
I reach my hand out to the things I lost

Why does this mark the end of time?
But I still continue to follow the sky of tomorrow

Can you hear the Song of Love
It’s a small love
Winking one by one
The sound is dear
During that day with the stars
Tears flowed out
It’ll be fine, right here with you

It’s sometimes a distant hope
Probably trying to grasp unreasonably
Laboring with my hands, gradually
It’s diminishing
If you become more aware in a small love
Rather than a big one

A great love forms
Someday when the flowers are blooming
In order to sing, In order to play
The two of us will be close

Can you hear the Song of Love
It’s a small love
In order to smile, it seems we’re drawn close
By your kind voice
Time flows, dreams flow
They change various shapes
It’ll be fine, right here with you
I’ll laugh, right here with you

Squeaks` @* 6:06 PM

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Deeply regrettable, without Qian,
I'm like a blind man without walking sticks.
She stands an important place more than anyone does other than my family.
Sigh.. I wish I can confide her again.

Apologetic.
I made someone upset,
though not to the extent that the person thoroughly feels irritated,
but still it is. I'll take note.
At times, it's ridiculous of myself to just burst into sorrow tears.
Understandable, I'm the most eccentric girl than other girls who thinks normally.
Apology to the person and others.

Well, I'm concerned. Jaslyn should be fine, I presume?
Take care k?
Thanks guys. For taking care of me.
Appreciated..

It's awkward.
But I'm speaking twenty-six to twenty-one.
Because I think I seemed to have overreacted.
In terms of answering the question.

A girl who has truth before her eyes
Simply treat it a runaway.
Do not show it before the one
Until she sees it a green light.

It was simple and blunt
As protective towards herself a cactus
She starts her way of reasons
But it never got it through.

Though it seems like answer of the positive
She takes the negative.
No possible answer just a maybe, probably and or never.

Could you say never..
Since you don't know the within
Thus shall has dead heart

Nothing but the truth, nothing but the truth
You just kept within
She wants ignore it through.

No answer, no question.
Let's go back to where we were.

Therefore, simple.
I was just seeking for an answer to that of a reaction
Answer me what is the love.
Or admiration.

Was that your impulse of moment
Or that of my blunder?

Nevertheless, I shall keep it away first.
Even it's love
This is my secret forever.

No wonder she says royals.
Now I understand what you meant.
Qian, I miss you.

My thoughts..
Fickle.
Maybe one day,
You has an answer
You clear my doubts.

Gosh I'm having heavy flu.
It is freezing.
And a temperature might be running inside.

Hooray! Finally watched my Wall E
I've been waiting this show for so so long.
Thanks guys for watching with me~!
HEH.

All right.
This is it.
That 3 figures.
Were waving.
But could not find them there.

I know there are no ulterior motive
I just happened to be the one to see them.
I don't fear you.
In fact, I went to find.

I think I met them,
But I can't see them.
Except from far.
I was cold that place.

But when I went to the same spot.
They waved again and disappear.

Call me crazy.
It just happen that my frequency click with them.

I love this song.
VERY MUCH~!
Mm.. Has nostalgia.
Don't ask me why..
I just fell for this song.
Just like how I fell for you.
I don't need your answer.
Just be yourself.
That's all I need. =')

Squeaks` @* 11:47 AM

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About

.stella.sekki.
Age 17. Jan baby.
Student.Vocalist

Adores

I.adores.my.family
I.love.my.band.band.
I.love.my.friends.

Friends

Arthur.Rockstar!
Anonymous.friend
banana.zhabo's
beike.sister
Ben/Vermon.brother
cornelius.schoolmate5B
denyse.dancejunior
devilrinas.dancejuniors[nuers]
elaine.zhabos's
felicia.dancejunior
huiishaan.schoolmate5B
huiting.classmate5A
ivy.dancejunior
jason.band
jerrome.band
kamy.tuitionpal
khaiyin.dancejunior
kira.bandmember
linqi.secclassmate5A
liyun.dancejunior
magdalene.secclassmate4B
meiqi.classmate5A
min.cutegirl
priscilla.dancejunior
qian.bestbuddy
qimin.dancejunior
raychel.specialgirl
shitsteadjocelyn.mummy
shuqing.beike'sfrien
shiwenjiejie.sweetsis
sylvia.zhabo's
wanling.dancejunior
xue.sister
yanhan.dancejunior
yeejoo.5Aclassmate

Credits

Oh Boy~!

History

April 2007
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