So this is it.
So the most hurtful expression can be emotionless.
So the most cruel image can be the sweetest.
I do not know how to love you even more
Only shadows as my company.
So I was the most lonely, still missing you so much.
So I was most miserable, unable to face myself
Nothing seemed to have affected you
So I will pretend, just like you.
She held her hand high..
Trying to reach the greyish sky..
Is this happiness?
Well, She has lost hers.
So, this was not what she wants.
But she could do nothing but watch him go.
There may be tears when she held another guy's hand and walked away..
But she looked back at him leaving his shadow that was left for her to reach.
So what if she could touch his shadow?
He is gone.
So what if she sat on the same beach which he once was with her?
She is alone now.
So what if she has someone by her?
He is not him.
"If you continue to talk about him, I will have to spank you.." her best friend said.
Good gesture but never accomplished task.
Silent cries that never was known.
Because she is the only one who knows how she feels.
He told her, "Can I write our names on the beach since we are here?"
She said no then.
She should return to write them down.
Even alone,
She will walk down the road.
This is where she belongs.
She smiled as she looked at her reflection.
So she still exist..
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