what a nice day. though i waited quite long. hahas
this is what happened today. hahas..
i woke up as early as 6.15am. hahas. then prepared everything. like maybe the gloves which i thought i might go ice skating. hahas. and clothes for going out, a book to read. other travelling singapore pass. hahas. ez-link card. comb, perfume, ballet shoes. hair bands. whatever. hahas. lots. hahas..
then.. hahas.. i thought it was like. hahas. fun. hahas. then reached the school at 7.30am. hahas. along travelling with my sister whom i got her late for lessons. hahas. then hanged around in the school for 2 hours.? ya.. before i start my dance lesson, hahas. i shocked everyone. hahas. came the earliest. and i talked to nuer about whatever had happened. it was.. hahas. fun chat. hahas. and i got the keys from ms tan. trying to act like i didn't get until wiie and jessie came along. and we got into the studio
this is what we did. hahas. i did help out with the commands and maybe hahas.. stretching. for hours? and i felt like. hahas. kind of bad to make him wait. hyde. ya. hahas. cos' i'm tuning his guitar for him yet can't find a tuner. hahas. and when i finished my stretching, hahas. teacher came along. before long, she release us.. it was..like.. shocked.~ hahas. thanks to international dance who needs our radio. hahas. thank goodness. hahas.
then i changed to my wear after that, i went to compass point with my laopos. wiie and sie. hahas. hen ke ai norhs.. sie kept rushing me to go do my stuffs. hahas.. and i saw them off. but sie was so worried about me.. hahas. hen ke ai hors.? hahas. but i manage to calm her. hahas. then back to compass point to buy tuner cos' i need it sooner or later and that, i can't find it. so. it took me.. hahas don't know. like 1 plus to go? hahas. and i took bus 86. ya.. reading books along the way. ya. hahas. still that book. hahas..
and then.. i went to yio chu kang mrt station to go yewtee ya. hahas. teach hyde guitar and tune for him.. hahas. it was a warm day. though i thought it might go as what i planned. hahas. like going out to ice skate with him. or watch movie with him. ya. but then. hahas. it turns out.. hahas.. then i help him tune. surprisingly he's extremely very fast learner. good. i hope he absorbs and able to be a better guitarist. i forgot to teach hammer on only. ahahs. ya. and after teaching him, got him back his guide book, i went off. hahas. he kept asking though. whenever i stood up, "you leaving?" hahas.
then he saw me to his aunt's block nearest to the traffic lights. but should feel grateful le. i was a doubtful about the questions i wanted to ask. but then. hahas. i lost my words at the sight of him. and.. before i reached. i fear my heart tells me, i like him a lot. fearful. very. cos' i will fell deep. and then my heart was beating extremely fast until i see him. i knew the result and answer i've always been waiting for. yeah. the results. hahas.
at the first sight, first reaction. he has no more left. love. for me. yeah. very sure. i handed him the gift. but to be honest, i'm selfish. i wanted to keep him by my side cos' i'm unsure of my feelings too. until today. i felt this too. i love the one in the past. whose smile is this friendly. and his smile, the expression has changed. i can't make myself smile naturally either. ahahas. ya lo.. just don't know. hahas. just not him. i can't find him back. all i can say. ya. gone. hais. hahas.. maybe not even that feeling anymore. ya.. this is what my heart told me when it stop beating this hard. i knew it.
and then kind of.. cheering up when i reached mrt. hahas. then.. i didn't look back at him. until i reached the traffic. ya. but it was really fun. but i'm so apologetic. ya. to make him fluster. the very last minute to call him out when he was working. and the moment he was released, he went rushing to wear and bring nice scent here. hahas. rushed.. this is cool. then. i just came walking all around. especially to times' bookshop.. had lots of knowledgeable books~ this is the best place for me. hahas. unfortunately, i can't find the book i want to see. hahas.
though i waited for maybe.. from 4pm till.. 7.30pm, he was held up by his boss. but hahas. thank goodness for his company.hahas. and then, we initially wanted to book for tickets. i just not enough to pay for 2. hahas. only for mine.
but in compensation he said. he treated everything. this is surprising! hahas. dinner, games whatever. ahahs. we went to burger king in plaza first. then joked and had fun, later to the arcade to have fun. hahas. he had his rounds in street fighters. cool. hahas.. he won. until the last stage. a pity. ahhas. then we played time crisis.. and then the photo difference game. hahas. kind of funny. hahas. ya. like sit a bit close cos' crumpy. hahas.
then to mrt.. he saw me home. telling me, "it's late for girls to go home this late. i see you home" hahas. that's caring and sweet. hahas. thanks~~ for the trip and everything. very enjoyable. hahas. and then he said this neighbour of mine look pervertic. ahhas~~ this is so funny.. he saw me to the lift lobby. and called when i didn't inform him when i was homed. hahas. thanks thank raphael.. it's really fun to be out with you. kind of.. looking forward to next outing. ahahs.~~ let's go somewhere fun. ahahas. he's got something to ask about his attire and more. hahas. next time then say bas.
never thought that the person whom i always had no intention to go out with can be this enjoyable. he's protective.. very. hahas. and reverse.. the person whom i wanted to go out with, turned out to be unable to make it. he's tired perhaps. hope he rest well. and raphael too okay? hahas.. thanks~~!! this is really fun. hahas. the relieved day yet brought joy day. cos' this is the first time i go out with him. ahahs
i must cherish the times people treat me this good. cos' it's not for granted and should treasure my happiness and joy from people.. i'll share my joy with people too. hahas. i'm still not well. hahas. starved my stomach today. skipped breakfast, lunch.. and only dinner hahas. treated.. well~~!!! sorry for the wasted food~!!
life is always twisted. things might not turn out the way you thought it might be. given surprise. it is important to cherish as things don't come granted. =)
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