back to school~ heh.. at least.. i have something to do? hahas.. but then hors. i left 371 days away from my "o" liao. hmm.. so.. i started to revise my books for physics and chemistry.. good start. hmm.. i know it's not going to work if i stand and do nothing. somemore, if i start next year, i'll look so sians.. hahas.. so.. don't stop.
tired la.. after that 1 week of holiday, i find myself so tired. cos' the irregular routine of my lifestyle. i can't imagine everyday without working and only playing. made me feel useless.. hahas.. precisely why i went to work. anyway.. i worked for 2 days but then all spent except 20 bucks.. hais.. gotta work hardf for the genting trip la.. hais. 200 bucks lehs! how to earn.? everyday only 30 plus. all money spent for the stupid workshop. a bit bu gan xin [reluctant].. hmm.. anyway.. just headache la. tired. aching all over liaos.. T_T
hmm.. yu guo tian qing~! [sunshine after rain].. hahas.. maybe too much misunderstandings.. though i thought it might just be both our faults.
actually, at first, it was me who was unhappy about certain incident. but later, he got upset that i went out with a guy. hmm.. thank goodness cold war doesn't go long..
but i ever thought if we suit.. zzz. but that's true.. after so long in relationship and obstacles after obstacles, we should click together. if one party is very unhappy and matters about weakness of another, maybe they shouldn't be together in the first place. people say we have to bao rong [accept] others since close together as a couple. ya. in anyway. still a young couple. ya.. i still thinks that sharing thoughts of each other is the best remedy for cold war. hmm. wonder sometimes. how he thinks..maybe. it's my fault.
anyway.. i'm working this weekend again. but mama don't seem to be very fang xin[peace in mind] that i'm going home in late hour alone. hahas.. cos' i'll only reach home at 12am plus which is very late for a girl. hahas.. tiredness.. hahas..
really tired la.. but wait for the coming chalet~! heh.. happy.
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