islenska 06.07.06
ten promises
i promise not to bully him..
i feels tired to be a dislikable girl.. hmm.. and what matters is considerations.. it was said to be disapproval of that relation.. however, persevereance allow.. now.. the one giving problems so many times.. stops..
i called him last night.. because i wish to apologise personally.. but 1st call hang up.. cos' hands trembling hard.. 2nd call, he called but i remained silent.. after a calm consideration.. 3rd call.. i apologise and thank.. well.. i really don't know.. just lost.. i'm directed to the wrong direction.. left all alone.. tired.. zzz... i want my rest..i really do.. but journey still has to continue.. i'll just find my joy along.. though drifting apart, perhaps.. i can find my way back.. worse come to worst, i can surrender for my right direction.. it's better than walking aimlessly.. especially a breakdown path..