There has been a lot going through my head..
Am I over-sensitive?
But I have got a strong feeling about it..
Thanks for everything..
I understand it too..
How long has it been since we're friends.?
So you try to keep a distance when I feel hopeful
This is not cruel to me..
But helping me to understand the situation.
Souvenir of love
Copied the notes for you, knitted the scarf for you
You praise me for my attentiveness.
The seat near the window, the milk tea with ice
I took notice of it for you.
Special raincoat, goodnight messages
Is your care for me.
I always thought that you are the eternal love.
Why are you so quiet when it comes to me
But caring towards her
No more cards, no more reasons for messages
It was an extreme cold shoulder.
Someone says when we grow up, love will change
All it left was echoes.
Until that day, I saw your perseverance
Then I believe..
So your heart is empty inside
That's why she can win your heart so easily.
I don't have ability and is a coward
I pretended that I don't mind
So my heart is empty inside
Still retaining the memories that has you
This is a souvenir of love.
To be honest, you helped me to grow up.
Everything about you is vivid..
And it plays like the cassettes..
Rewinding and playing repeatedly..
Maybe time isn't right yet.
I can't request anything either.
Or maybe never possible.
You are still the "teacher" of mine.
Still the one I respect with high esteem.
I can't get the thoughts you're having through guessing.
I can only persevere through my ways..
I can only support you morally when you encounter problems..
I can only lend you my ears when you need.
I can only watch you from this distance to make sure you're doing fine.
But.. I am only here.. this is what I can do..
Maybe, like you, I need more time to think through.
1 year, 2 years, 3 years.. I don't know..
Sigh..
At times like this.. I want to give up everything..
But I know, I can't.
I said I wanted to hold on..
But it means to say that I have to work harder to hold on.
Be reminded that I'm not the only person who is choosing someone.
But people are choosing me too.
Besides, I always knew that you're too good for me.
It's me who really doesn't suit to stand beside you.
In terms of all aspects, you have every rights.
In anyway, thanks for taking care of me all the while.
Nothing can change how I think..
You're still the one..
I always think about.
She has gently placed her hands on the face.
Looking into the eyes, she only sees him..
Every brotherhood tries to get close.. with that ulterior motive.
Won't he just shun?
Or it is just a shoulder to lean on..?
Why indulge her?
She sat on the seat, thinking through..
In daze..
It was him. No one else..
She escaped his eye..
He seemed to understand it all through..
Still she put up her front..
To show she can make it through to make sure people say she's fine.
The smiles are all..you gave.
I'm only a friend.
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