I'm so happy..
Laughs..
Jamming just ended.
But I fared badly.. T-T
Suffer from sore throat.
Sigh.. Retribution ah~~
I kept talking in very blunt way that I may have hurt people.
NOTICE WHAT I'M SAYING BEFORE SPELLING THEM OUT..
After an experience actually, I value my life.
Start to love myself too.
Actually, I felt guilty.
That I once thought that I'm redundant.
Proves me wrong.
I have Xue, Min, Winnie, Qian and Jessie who stood by me when I have problems.
Even Shiwen jiejie and more that I've yet to mention..
*smile.*
The silliest thing to do is to stop yourself from continuing find the meaning behind your life.
Because you are desperate.
Because you think that the world don't need you.
Because you think that everyone may not believe you..
Prove them wrong.
More importantly, the meaning behind a life is so wide.
How many chances are people given of in their lives?
Countless..
Is the matter whether we give ourselves another chance to find out.
So smile again..
Why do you struggle in incidents when you wish to die?
Because you want to survive..
To go on.
Then why have that silly thoughts?
Mm~! Right.
Maybe in a moment of folly.
Think twice before acting~
Thank goodness, I'm still here to see my beloved friends~
Thank you every of my friends.
For standing by me.
Oh right. Let me talk about today..
Today, we've got special guest.
Fries came.
To learn from my shifu!!!
Jason~~~
AH! Jason changed his looks..
Not quite used to it.
No more long hair.. All short. =(
But okay la~~ His look like that also very cute.
He looked very blur like that eh~
LAUGHS..
Mm. Thank you Jason.
For helping me to attend to my friend.
Laughs.
I must admit.. I'm always a bad host.
Cos' I really do not know how to entertain them.
Bu hao yi si. Thanks Jason~!!
Blake's hand got injured..
Silly.. How come did not take good care.?
He has not slept well last night either.
So today, super no energy and emotional.
But as usual, after jamming, he would still play with me.
Eh!! Snatched Jason lent me his favorite drumsticks..
Laughs.
So fun.. I bullied him the whole day.. XD
Then, Xue sang with me~!!
I'm so touched.
Sore throat.. So I need help. =D
I'm so so looking forward to see Xue in her dress~!!!
She'll be the princess for tomorrow..
Laughs.
Jerrome as usual..
"EQ!! EQ!!"
Laughs.
But thanks to him, I was able to sing better.
Cos' not too loud.
Hengyu.. Zzzz.
He is always sitting in one corner and play his..
Firebird? Thunderbird?
Laughs..
Guitar.
Got a new person!!
Jason Tan. Laughs!!
Same name and surname as Jason.
He is the guitarist..
Wow. His guitar skills are superb!!!
He learnt the song today and played very well of the song today.!
I showed him my thumbs.
Then he did humble gestures.
Oh, he's Jerrome's shifu~
No wonder is Shifu.. T-T
And some 100% idiotproof bandmates~
Laughs.
That's so cute~
My brother came too~!!
Moral support..
HEH..
He sang sha shou.
Finally.. And was praised~
Need more practices for me.
Finally.. Jason called me just now..
That was funny.
He called me and my phone went flat.
After charging, I called him again to apologise.
He said he was talking to his mother.
Then he told me to hang on. "hang off"
Zzzz.. The phone indicated.. "on hold."
And I pushed the wrong button.
Finally, he called and told me to call.
And talked about band.
Sing.. and shout.. Quite different.
Maybe we'll make changes?
That's so hilarious.
After that, I was talking to Blake on msn..
Laughs.
His broadband hang off on him.
Laughs.
Well, so we didn't talk much too.
Then I was talking to Wee Ching too~
He worked hard.. and we discussed about band's name.
Seems like we have very different thinking.
I would prefer something simple and complicated.
He would prefer something strong.
Aww.
Anyway.. Work hard!! We wait for you to come back.
That's about today's event~
Someone says "give up".
When I look at you, you did not notice.
The pair of eyes and ears were noticing you so tentatively.
To see and hear you play the loud music perfectly.
When I comfort you, you did not respond.
You simply concentrated on your instrument.
A smile was shown to cheer you up with the least bit of comfort.
I didn't know what I was thinking either.
But one thing I know for sure..
You didn't know what it says..
I wanted to find out what yours says.
However, the dilemma me, didn't know if I stand somewhere in yours too.
