I've changed..drastically.
Who am I now..
Or is it.. a split personality..
I begin to doubt..
Are those smiles true happiness?
Or you fake it?
Why so sociable?
Back to the same point.
Introvert.
True hidden..girl in her own darkness..
Where is my happiness.?
I fake it?
It was only when a person say..
"Flirtatious"
That I know I've changed.
Cut off the rope then..
I'm losing myself anyway.
I don't even know how many I've hurt.
Why suppress?
I'm just another diabolic girl.
Getting away.
Escapism.
You don't even know why tears run down your cheeks.
You can't figure who you are.
You didn't know what the hell you're doing.
You just fake it away..
What are you hiding?
I simply misses..myself.
That self..
Not pretending to be anyone.
But myself..
So..stop running away..
Shall say later.
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