Sigh..
I dozed off. Mrs Ng spotted and she smiled at me..
Can you imagine having listening examination, sleeping?
Too crazy.
This is my paper 3.
Paper one..
I flunked my section B again. Sobs..
50 marks! Think whole paper gone.
This is my lesson.
Think of the priority and consequences.
Paper 2~
Passage B, I'm so dead..
I think everything is gone..
I got an answer from Mr Quek say I scored the highest for Geography Map Reading.
8/10.. Glad to hear that..
But I flunked all section B..that cost me.. 60 marks? Laugh~
Tired. Tomorrow.. Mathematics paper 1..
I think I will be so dead again.
I know what you want to say..
"Before battle starts, I surrender; means I have failed."
I will try to boost my confidence..
I feel a little like crying.. I flunked everything didn't I?
I looked so happy.. I do not even know how happy I am. Or I am not happy at all.
I took a photo of sunrise before I went for examination.
One day, you will forget me.
So do I.
I know I will always be the one who is slower to do that.
What can I do..
I stare at the sky too often.
It reminds me everyday.
Where is my rainbow.?
But..Can I have my wish back?
Dust are all on the folded straw stars.
It is forgotten..
Return them back to me, will you?
Please.
I'm crying again..
My keyboard is..
Missing u.
You taught me.
Now, I stood alone looking at stars and find constellation.
You used to be there.
Now, I am listening to what you had listened.
Poisoning myself with the time I left.
Every piece of leftover white examination paper,
I see you..
My heart was pumping so fast because of you.
Now, everything sounded so silent.
I want to feel your presence.
Before I forget you..
You did too..forget me.
Holding on to my yogurt,
Water drips, shaky spoon that is full of yogurt into my mouth slowly.
Sour.. Could you.. ease them?
You won't talk to me anymore.
I do not even know what I am talking about to you.
My only wish..to feel your presence.
Rainbow
Is there any Rainbow that can tell me
Could you return me my wish
Why is the sky so quiet
Rain just came to me
Are you free to find them for me
Too much missings are told that it can't come true
Maybe time would be my cure
But also a poison that I am consuming
Can't see you smile, how can I fall asleep
Your voice are so near but I could not hold them
Even without earth, sun would still continue to spin.
Without reasons, I could walk by myself.
You wish to leave, it is just a simple task
You said dependence is our obstacles
So if we let go, could you not take my love away
It is only now that I realised.
So maybe..
Stella has been there all along.
But you never notice.
Maybe, one day, I will walk out of our place.
This is my courage that is yet to be...fulfilled.
Maybe, you have forgotten me.
Maybe, I will never hear you again.
Maybe, You would never reply me again.
Because we are both gone.
Smile..on.
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