Wow.. 222 posts.
Today is my camera day.
I would either sleep, eat or hold camera~
This is arts.
Sacrificial to arts..
I am spending the whole day for my piece of work.
Thank goodness, I have borrowed a good book from library. =P
That teaches me how to do photography.
Simple and nice.
I will show you photos from my arts later~
=P It is not the time yet to show now.
Because this is copyrighted~
Otherwise I will be labelled with "Plagarism"
Right.
Today is mother's day!!
How did you guys celebrate for your beloved mother?
I wanted to bring her to Swensen.
But not today.
She is still not home yet.
At work, so I could only do a belated, exclusively by me~
Happy mama's day!
I'm so tired.
But today's plan is to get my arts done.
At least to finish till trial compositions drawings.
Colouring tomorrow.
Tomorrow, bring my mummy out~
And do some ten years series.. heh.
My tutor is pushing me~~ T-T
Must work hard!
Hm.. Now I know how you feel..
Jiejie says.. This is because I am used to your presence, not love.
This is so confusing.
I am still so reluctant to accept what she said.
But maybe true.
I searched my heart to find you today..
But deeply, I find many memories of the past.
None of now..
Except the words that deeply craved in my heart.
You don't know where I belong.
So do I.
I am willing to be your confidante, a sister to you now.
So..How do you feel?
We don't know.
But..I have strong love for you.
Or is it strong sense of possession.
I still don't believe that I am only used to.
I know..I love you.
*Wavered heart
Know something clear..
Rapheal..is a brother to me.
So think no further.
Just like them and you.
But one thing I am very sure of is my choice of direction.
I want to score well.
So.. currently..don't know.
I pressed my shutter quickly; fearing the time would be so heartless to leave me with no time to remember you.
Because my memories failed me, so I used my camera to remember you more vividly.
Just like the photo of your card is still on the wall.
Because I still need my memory of you.
So, I can't erase them.
May the vision of my right eye fails me..
My eyes could not see well.
I'm going to be a pirate*~
I'm so dead.
But I want to see you clear.
Really.
I dreamt of you..that I never wanted to wake up.
Cos' the images were full of you..
It is a secret.
I won't say what is in it.~ Bleahs~! =P
Oh right!
I'm planning.
The surprise for you. =D
You won't know until then.
But I am so unsure if you would attend.. =/
Nevertheless, if you turn up, we are going to have a great party!
If not..I will celebrate alone.
But I have faith in you! =D
*I am pressing the shutter..that has an image of you.. and me.
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