I have been watching the sky.
"Don't cry. Do you know you look best when you smile?"
And he smiled brightly.
I would not let you cry.
I will wipe your tears away though I teared away.
You were out of reach.
I could only stand by the side.
Watching your movements, I got confused.
No..It is hallucination.
Like last time. I illustrated every beautiful fantasy.
You shattered them all. You woke me up.
I may have got back into the same dreamland.
Perhaps the history would repeat.
I fear.
If it were to be true, why am I the only one to respond to the echo?
Why am I selflessly contributing to a never-answered?
It's all virtual.
I feel a drift away from you.
When I share the Olden times with you, I drowned you with old grandmother's story.
You felt nothing.
No joy
No hatred
No love
No jealousy
No, nothing.
It only proves one thing,
I'm directing a movie on my own again.
The film start rolling, I could only stand in daze.
my tears were flowing too.
So everything turned out futile.
My hope and wishes, once more tarnished.
I hope one day I would smile.
Because I couldn't bring myself to smile in front of my mirror.
Stars has faded
Because you chose to leave.
I would live without you.. leaving me numbered days.
"Now..Don't cry.. you look best when you smile.."--- do you still remember?
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