you must have hated me..
maybe.. you avoided me?
i'm sorry.
i don't have a broad shoulder for you to lean on.
but i have a small one.
i may not be able to make you happy.
but when you need me, i have a pair of listening ear.
please be happy..
i'll feel better that way..maybe.
i brought you upon unhappiness.
this maybe the very reason you have chosen to leave me too.
i'm always silly.
if leaving me, forgetting me makes you a happier person
please do so.
my heart sank.
i didn't manage to see the sky today.
couldn't get out of my bed in the morning.
it just hurt a little too much.
so even sitting up, it does.
are you..embracing now?
dear..where are you now..
i miss you.
these are raining.
are you upset?
in that case, i'll give you stars.
i'm joining you soon anyway.
lying on the bed is bored.
i walked too.. lols.
i hoped..i'll see you soon.
know.. the sky must be beautiful today.
a pity, i don't have energy to get out to see you really.
the world's still spinning.
i need ample of rest.
and.. homework.. i need to finish them.
teachers must be upset with me.
i didn't attend school today.
i'm sorry.
i want to watch sky of love again.
to cry madly again.
it's based on true story.
can i watch again?
it hurts..aww.
smile.. you look better when you smile..
you know..?
sigh..
maybe.. i'll see you..
just once more.. then i won't be there anymore.
silly.. i really..emotional.
i left..less than 20 years.
sigh..
smile.
i'll join you soon..
wait for me.
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