a dying person should void of everything.
suffering alone. facing it alone. i'm not going to tell.
gosh.. pain. silent. fainting signs.
remembering, stars appear everywhere with light to console me when i cry.
but i see them without tears. i won't fear. i won't..
you're always so hidden.. i can't find you. neither can i see how you are like now.
you never tell me, before and now. i feel quite tired of guessing games.
can you tell me now? how you feel..?
nevermind, forget it. i'm blabbering. just keep quiet.. don't say.
i want to be alone for a moment. it hurts physically badly.
argh.. forgetful minded.. where's my medicine..
i can't find.. help.
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