woah woah woah~ the camera acts as a usb cable~~ hahas.. good choice to buy.. T-T
hahas.. uh huh.. yeah.. today's like being beaten up hard. all over ache sia~~~ intensive training. hahas. and one more thing. blue black all over~~!!! sobs.. hurts. i didn't know how i got it during the trainings.. somemore yesterday open the door for my papa, hands no strength, i dropped the lock and hit my wrist. it hurts. zz.. don't feel like eating.. then made me feel so sick yesterday.. i know what.. noodles look worms to me, rice look maggots to me, aiya. everything just made me feel so out of appetite. and the world most stupid thing is to ask people to tempt me with food so i can eat. sobs. see how hard it can be to have food in my mouth.
and now, i'm going to dance for the night. and settle my stuffs in the camp for not staying and everything liao. hahas. yeah. hais. am i bad? ahahas. but come to say it's all due to work arhs. not i want de. hahas. i miss my guitar already. hahas.
i realised. i still have all his photos in photo bucket. ya.. all. hahas. maybe. hahas. funny ya.?
uh oh. i feel like a missy now. very bad.. hahas. change~~
yeah.. i got so sick that i feel like throwing up. so went to rest immediately. and thought i could wait till he arrives in msn, online, so we could talk again. but sad to say, i waited from the time i came back from dance till 11.30pm when i feel so terrible, i went to rest. but before that, i smsed him. that i can't wait for him and rested. however, still in my bed, i heard sms. he said he's almost drunk, he had alcohol. zz.. hangover..? something like that. i can't say anything. yeah.. no rights.
but really. still nagged at him. telling him not to drink this much. what if he went over his stop and no more mrt in service? what if the cars are not looking he cross the road? what if robbery happens? what if he faints halfway? so many "what ifs".. i'm just..worried. yeah. so i went sending him many messages to trouble him. and calls him. so that he'll be careful. in anyway. i'm maybe.. to him.. is a busybody. perhaps. ya. thinking too much!!!
umm.. hahas. going out tonight. will be back at later time. hahas. no choice got to work
zz. raphael kept sms-ing me something weird since he knows i'm single. i kind of.. hahas.. avoiding him liao. hahas. missing, ermm concerns of what i'm doing. well.. he's not my type. no common interest, no common topic. nothing.hahas. so.. i'm bad. but.. hahas. i.. don't know. i hope.. we'll just be normal friends. heh.. hais. see first la.
well, my silliness still goes on.. haha. and..
close my eyes, i'm following my heart. when time ripes, everything shall stop. i still hopes..one day, you'll come forth to tell me, "i .... you"
*impossible, i know you wouldn't.
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