i've thought it through. ya.. i got my answer in heart.. i thank him for his sacrifice.. ya. but.. maybe.. all the while..not loved.. is just my own thoughts. ya.. he will soon know.
i went to the places he and i have been.. but ya.. once the separation, i pondered.. many people..said.. he don't love me.. easy influence of myself. ya. when he thought it through.. he'll know. he..didn't really love me that much.. not as much as he had said..that he had loved me. i hope..i'll know what to do. when he had confirmed.. maybe..by then..i know what i can do. ya. he's..maybe..not whom..who knows how to love.
i..wish to only..be his friend. like they had said.
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