wee.. this morning.. my mummy woke me up.. then she called me go wet market with her.. ya.. hahas.. but hen ke lian.. i hate meat section.. the fish hen ke lian.. they were like.. suffocated to death..due to inability of breathing. then.. the body.. ke lian.. thrown on the metal "stage" to stage their bodies.. and.. then.. people.. choose the fish and have them dismembered.. this was what happened..
the fish was placed on the chopping board.. then.. beheaded.. the blood just oozed out.. then.. waa.. see the internal organs.. and the flesh.. then the eyes were like.. "save me" i know it's dead.. but.. i won't want my body to be dismembered too.. and.. so gruesome.. i cried on the spot.. teared actually.. hahas.. but my mum looked at me and told me it's dead already.. so it's okay.. but i can't help thinking.. if not for people's demands in consumption of them, they wouldn't die. ya.. i just feel uncomfortable seeing blood scenes.. and stepping on wet grounds where i see scales of fish.. the traces of them killed.. thousands and thousands of them..
hais..
anyway.. after that.. hahas.. it just rang the bell that i had to go people association for dance~ hahas.. and i reached there around 4.. hahas.. that started 2.30.. hahas.. but anyway. i participated in anyhow arts.. just think.. hmm.. worried.. that might affect my studies.. hahas. ya.. ahahahas but great.. i want to go chingay.. and.. also.. anyhow arts.. hahas
yeah~~
after that i dozed off looking at the book.. "where i want to be" i borrowed from.. library.. ya.. a nice one. hahas.. ya.. and then.. back home.. went crazy.. i wanted ask my brother for a game of basketball. hahas.. but the ball's gone. hahas.. spoiled.. nevermind. then i treated him in long john silver.. then.. bought hello panda, chicken nugget, clorets for my siblings.. long time never le.. hahas.. this was the best part.. my shuai ge, ben liang didi who is vermon gave me a ride there and home. waa~~ so xing fu.. hahas.. happy day.. everyone's happy.. hahahas..
i think.. most importantly, they're happy.. hahas.. i'll be happy too..
-joy comes from everywhere. but the most blissful joy is from your love one's joyous smile which definitely warms your heart.-
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