this perfect day perfect moment, hahas. my handphone left me for surgery. it's all my fault. i made her fall. from the swing hard and only one year later to repair it. ya~
hahas. so i'm now handphone-less. hahas. hao lonely. i need company. hahas. no la~ can live without it de bas. hahas.
i woke up at 10 plus after sleeping in my nightmare living room. maybe, i just feel insecure in living room. no protections. hahas. weird girl~ me. hahas.. but weird. i slept quite safely. cos' i got my booster didi.. hahas. i said i want to repair. cos' the warranty's going off soon. hahas.. 12 months only. what the~ last time 2 years warranty. hahas.. but i brought my sister out.. go da ban.. but we don't like our wear la..
hahas.. we reached nokia care centre at around 3.30pm. and got the queue ticket. but waited for half an hour but to no avail. we didn't have our lunch. cos' my mum was afraid of short operating hours. however. i discovered that their operating hours is the same as weekdays. hahas.. only public holidays and sundays are different. so we headed off to orchard's "wheelock's place".. hahas.
but it was okay. i brought her to the nearby fastfood restaurant and found, burger king. hahas. ordered some set meals and upsized it.. hahas. little did i know the capacity of food was that big~ hahas. we got so full. hahas. until, we can skip dinner. costs $12.90.hahas. well.. hahas. then went back hurriedly, thinking of overshot of queue number. but~! when we reached, 9 more people to us. zzz. hahas.. poor thing. hahas. so we went to washroom to tidy ourselves and take our own sweet time to do whatever necessary. but when i got out hurried by my sister, it was 2 people before my turn.
so i waited. hey~ lots of nice new phone coming out~ looks like mp4. haas. a trend. hahas. then i hand my phone over for repair. but quite reluctant. i can only see it on monday. hahas. ya.. on monday. hahas..
yupp. then i walked to far-east with my sister. hahas. then went shopping. hahas.. i saw the hiphop competition. rather attracted to such dance. hahas. then continue to shop. hahas. and bought 2 pants. no, 3 pants. and a single. and combination of tube and short dress. hahas. my meimei too. she bought.. 1 pants. share a pants' price with me and.. a dress? i've spent $23.00. hahas. ya. and we changed it right away. quite cute. hahas. wore that sunglasses he had borrow to us. hahas. ya. hahas.
and walked on. then when we wanted to go ya kun, it was already 6 pm plus. we dropped the idea due to bloating. hahas. so we went to bugis to buy what i wanted and planned. haha. the memory card. hahas. 1gb. is it much? hahas. over 100 plus songs. cost me.. $24. and hey~ i need my usb port. need to buy again. i wanted to buy 2 gb. but my sis say will lag. so i dropped the idea again. hahas. zzz. i'm spending too much.. $59.90.. zzz.. my.. pay for a day. hahas. 10 hours somemore. and prayed for my family safety. hahas. and i bought my parents beancurds. together with my families' costs.. $8.. the rest is okay. hahas. ya. all things. hahas. expensive.
hahas. go we got to neighbourhood plaza and do what my mum told us to do. then a visit to my nu er's workplace then back home. ahhahas.. hen ke ai? hahahas. so tired. hahas. so glad that they all wore them hahas.
yesterday i worked. ke lian de gorgor injured himself. then i replaced him right after i had my dance class. but a bit guilty. i had my lunch before i went to work for him. hais. hahas. then i rushed there. cos' he really injured. but i knew i was too tired to work. i slept in the train and almost over the stop. really too tired. hahas. can't blame. hahas. and then when i reached there, i didn't expect shane to blame me. hahas.
he said, "hey. did you know, your brother worked so hard just to wait for arrival? why this late?" i got so shocked and kind of.. sad that he said something like this. i know i'm at fault but not on purpose. zzz. hais. anyway, i just went to the place where all the cloths were kept. hahas. and then.. found my brother. know why he blames? francis, the manager, kept him and said, "unless your sister reached, you won't be release." zzz.. precisely. hais
other than him, guess.. no one really cared that much. hahas. so.. i think hahas. quite saddened. hahas. i rushed despite my aches and tiredness. i wasn't supposed to even work today. zzz. and worked till 11. and scolded by mummy again. hahas. she said i'm risking myself to have worked this late. hahas. ya.. hahas.
but okay in all. i worked till gastritis acted up. very terrible. the acid ran up again i think. destroying my lungs.. i almost had a relapse during work. very difficult to even breathe. it just stuck there. a long numb pain. then sharp pain in lungs. in stomach, in lungs. i hardly speak. just.. hurts. so i need a rest today badly. it hurt really lots. i can't make it. hahas. i think. it's time to see my doctor again. hahas. maybe. stomach ulcer le bas. craze. hahas.. maybe. i'm too weak. hahas.
but zaw cut himself in the small finger deeply. poor thing. hahas.he's my colleague too. 19? ya.. hahas. he might need stiches, cos' it's bleeding badly. hahas. still pondering.. he blames me..~
but he talked to me la. like i asked him his blog? he said he don't have and asked if i use msn. hahas. but i asked again, "can you remember the address?" he shook his head. but weird. i look at him sometimes, spot for him.? hahas. thought he talked to me. and "huh" him. then he questioned, "i didn't say anything, why did you "huh"?" yeah. and he did something very silly again.. made me laughed. hahas. i just laughed. hahas.
mm.. i think.. hahas. wondered. hahas.. too silly.
oh. hahas.. anyone who call, sms me, whatever, i'll be returning sms es on monday. hahas. ya. thanks thanks~
quite nei jiu. i didn't go dance on friday. hahas. ya. tired. hahas. but it's okay. hahas. tomorrow see artist and dance. hahas.. ya~
i presumed i cherished everything, did my best. maybe i didn't do well enough to have a good result from what i thought. i.. now has a heart that no longer beats for that world.. i wondered, what can i do.. or maybe. what's done cannot be undone. for whatever cherish has perishes, it came to an end. may have regrets maybe don't look back. i know..we're people of different perspectives, maybe it's already a wrong to be existing there for that world. or maybe, i was thought to be "supposed to be" there. but i extinct. a form of escapade. finally i know how to let go. but..
this sentence was asked, "will you.. chase me back.. if i ever run away?" an insignificant girl said to him.
she may have gone far, nowhere in sight anymore..by now.
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