hmm.. the guitar.. hahas.. i played.. zzz.. hahas.. changing chords too slowly.. hahas.. hmm.. confused.. need time to sort it out.. like a big puzzle of 100000 pieces messed up.. what's wrong with me.. am i.. on the brink to... give up..? hais. i will.. hang on for the moment.. i doubt i dare to get involve in it again in future if we're not meant to be.. maybe.. until university, when my thinkings are mature. i should be ready, then maybe by then. ya.
walking alone in the garden also don't know why tears welled up my eyes.. i need a shoulder to lean on.. maybe? hmm. slowly bas.. adapt to what i am now.. then maybe.. i'll be fine.
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