hey~! what's going on?? i was happy.. hais.. until i see this phrase,"good luck for her exam" okay.. i wasn't that sad when i see this but.. the quote for the day is directly beneath the phrase. so the message for her?? i don't wish to continue.
well.. i worked today.. got my 36 dollars again.. all for the sake of my assessment books. zzz.. and. tired.. stupid.. was supposed to get 48.. but late.. deducted my pay.. zzz.. sianx.. nevermind.. is all my fault to be late.
but ya.. i got really happy today.. honest.. cos' at least for the past few weeks of unhappiness and cold wars.. finally over.. then.. i went to see him. ya.. right after work.. not even having the time to talk to my colleagues, i went there directly to see him..
he was surprised.. heh.. when i frightened him from his side. this is the first time i see him jump too.. hahas.. so cute and funny.. well.. zzz.. ya.. maybe is my selfishness or.. i think is a way of respecting him and myself that inappropriate manner is to be banned.. ya.. somehow, ya.. i controlled. zz.. but ya.. all the sweet stuffs at first.. and.. maybe disappoint him..
but now..angry dao~! jealous.. what's that quote for..??!! missing right under the blessings for that lady.! i know, it's personal blog.. but.. you know.. what can you expect when you see his blog is about an unknown lady.. sobs.. what am i..?? so sour.. grr.. make me feel that i came here for nothing.. saddened..all like..not what i'm supposed to do.. hais.. nevermind la.. angry also no use.. i will lao de.. need to know what exactly happened too.. sobs.. poor me.. if he ever had an affair with girls and together with me.. i'll..cry.. no.. mm.. give the whole world handphone number arhs! -angry say de.. don't care now le la.. hahas.. sleep le.. tired..
cough.. sick still have to worry.. hais.. meant to be yours, will be yours.. not meant to be yours, will never be yours.. hais.. i fought for it le.. but outcome. don't know.. not optimistic about it.
sad..-am i not caring enough?-
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