you know?? i went to WCG eh~! hahas.. i saw the competition.. hahas.. great lo!! hahas.. it was on Sunday the Fifth of August.. hmm.. hahas.. it was so grand norhs.. i went with him.. hais.. and then i saw lin jun jie.. hahas. really.. i even recorded his voice.. next time upload.. hahas.. hmm... but he said that since i'm praising a guy in front of him, as my boyfriend, what can he say.. zzz... i became speechless then..
the last time i mentioned him was quite some time.. so does he.. hais.. hmm.. but it's okay.. i'm tired.. don't feel like touching any books.. it has been hard to stop missing.. i tried.. but to no avail.. hais..
and the guitar.. i want to practice.. but prelim is here and you advised not to touch.. i listened.. and hais..
still can't get off the thoughts of thinking.. just thousands of missings.. not forgetting 250 times of "i love you deeply" conveying 1000 words that goes with the smoothing symphony over miles and miles to your ears gently.. with all stars as witnesses, we became a pair of blessed couples with continuous loving for the past 9 months, 12 days, 21 hours and 9 minutes.. it's 23:37 today..
i enjoy laying in your arm, listen to your heartbeat as you hum the tune you wish as if singing to me even if you rejected my request previously to sing me a song... i giggled when you said that the smoothing symphony that was projected from your lungs softly were vibrations.. that very night, security allows relaxation throughout my souls; exchanging my whispering heart which listens to your "song" solemnly.. at that very moment, we live in our own world in the crowd whose on the public tranportation; under the night sky.. i wished that time really stops for moment thus everything last.. still indulging in my fantasy; reluctant to leave.. he said he had to go and i had to let my hand off him so that he could be freed.. i knew i had given him my heart by then so i felt empty inside.. waving goodbyes lastly to hope for the next reunion..
i love you deeply. without wide range of vocabulary, i expressed my love for you.. when you need me, i'll be there for you.. whenever it can't be controlled, i'll give you a hug.. all moral supports will be given to overcome the present and future obstacles.. let all past be past.. hand in hand, we go on with the journey~ muacks.. deeply in love with you..
Everytime I Look At The Stars
I gazed in your eyes,
Such a beautiful blue;
My heart whispered to me,
And that’s right when I knew;
The waves had ceased crashing,
On the sand at our feet;
Time had stopped passing,
My search was complete;
I finally discovered,
What I'd known all along;
A mystery uncovered,
That just couldn't be wrong;
It wasn't our first kiss,
Nor' the day that we met;
But I realized something,
I will never forget;
With the stars shining brightly,
From high up above;
I'd one word to describe it,
That word, is love.
I knew then these feelings,
For my sweetheart were true;
The man of my dreams,
And my soulmate, is you.
I think of it every time,
That I look at the stars;
This memory is mine,
But that moment was
OURS.
- Stephanie Lumley -
this is a sweet poem.. really for him.. the same sky shared.. muacks.. meant for you, my husband-to-be, Bin Hao..
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