hm...i just read freak's blog.. a bit la.. hmm.. cos' just kind of concern about how's his life.. somehow, i just happened to be an emotional girl whose easily affected by such things whether it happens to me or others which wavers my action for the day.. hais.. hahas.. Freak said that sometimes it's good to be free from relationship.. hmm.. can i say.. i agree with him too..? hahas.. though i'm now with him<-my dear.. hahas.. it's kind of confusion.. hahas... hmm.. -_-'' am i too much of a busybody..?
well.. i'm always holding him on.. he can't breathe in this way.. hahas.. hmm. well i just can't stop it.. hmm.. -_-" well.. i'm just.. missing him lots.. wish to have more time spent on him.. but then.. i think it is an adverse effect on guys.. most girls think the same.. whereas the guys think so differently.. hmm.. they want time of their own.. zz... this is one important point i've come to realise from them.. hmm.. another one is.. don't restrict them from doing their favourite stuffs.. one good example is games lo.. to girls: neglection..
well.. girls tended to want more time spent on them and always thinks that it isn't enough.. then guys kept thinking that it is more than enough.. agree? ahahaas.. no intentions of hinting that it's my situation.. definitely not.. i'm just wondering if i'm doing a good job as a girlfriend.. but.. x hahas.. it's rather obvious la.. ahaha
hmm. i don't have the mood of having exam at all.. it's prelim exam.. yet no mood to touch books. hahas.. something is just missing and empty out here.. hahas.. art exam.. ss, science, math.. zzzzz... what can i do sia.. i barely even touch em'.. hell.. what the hell am i doing.. what should i do then?? hais.. hmm.. nevermind.. =) i can fail em all.. hack care..
the o level chinese result is going to be release.. kind of anxious.. hahas.. as long as the first letter "A" can liaos.. next year this year not touching books of chinese anymore.. hahas.. i kept speaking aliens-i'm referring to english- recently.. this is amusing.. my school is filled with chinese students.. i just out of sort, speaking the wrong language.. hahas.. hm.. and then.. hais. even with my dear? hahas.. need to get back to myself..
i hate coursework!!! so many things cling onto me still want me to get stuck on this shit job.. hais.. found everything but no printer.. zzzz.. stressed la~~!!!! emo whole day kept quiet.. threw tantrum.. i hate the feeling of unable to work.. it only reflects my inferiority.. i want a life back..!!!! later chiong~!!! no wonder... hate national exams la~~!! continuously doing this for 2 years eh.. hais.. then dear tell me no outing.. this week.. lehs.. hais.. or i got it all down because of his sentence..?? kkx la... expect no more.. he gave promise to me le.. and as for me.. nothing fulfilled... T^T hais hais hais!!!!!!!!!!! study!!!!!!
yesterday's celebration for national day was terrible.. singing competition.. zzz.. no good.. got the wrong person to be champion and quarrelled with someone..hais.. bad day bad day!!!!!
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