______Here Comes MICKEY`!

Friday, August 31, 2007

i found a sweet female singer whose songs i like most of them.. hahas.. zzz.. crazy? hahas.. too little too late.. well.. naughty yet smoothing.. just the songs that i like.. =) her name jojo

Squeaks` @* 1:31 AM

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Thursday, August 30, 2007

Gees.. They placed us in different place. Not the hall. But a normal DnT room. zzz.. "Are we respected? Or they'll only treat us like treasures when we promotes to their so called important students who would be taking *GCE 'O' level*"? This is not only commented by me; my classmates commented this too. Hais. Even the MOE ambassador who came to our school to see the examination location was upset with the arrangement. This was roughly what she says, "This is it?? Why is not in the hall?", "Oh, it's occupied by the sec 4s and 5s for preliminary. Don't tell me that they are taking their preliminary during holidays too." My teacher-in charge became speechless. See?? Hais. Biasness.

I got to know that actually somewhere near my heart kept aching. Not emotional. It is lungs compression. Someone say that it is due to stress. So got pain. Hais.

Nevermind that. Hahas. We celebrated Teachers' Day for my chinese dance coaches, Chun Mei teacher and teacher Lee. Hahas. Our CCA teacher in charge, Mdm Tan joined in too. Hahas. Hmm, my sweet little juniors bought pizza for our teachers. Hahas. So fun. Hahas. Okay la. Next week exam le. I want rest.. Hahas.

Loves dear. muacks.

Squeaks` @* 5:52 AM

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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

well.. i just saw his blog.. i read the last paragraph where it states: recent music i`m not missing you..

zzz.. and the previous paragraph is for me.. how the first reaction when i see it was "........." zzz... hahas.. maybe i got the wrong impression.. well. hahas.. nevermind.. a music? hahas.. hmm.. ooo...

hey.. to be honest ya? i think that results got well because of him.. hahas.. well, love does work wonders.. hahas.. hmm.. he encouraged me.. hahas.. pressure and work came from him.. hahas.. well.. at least i worked.. hahas.. yes.. ganbatte..

yesterday, someone very important in my life told me that i have someone who loves me a lot and dote a lot on me.. hahas.. hahas where i have to agree.. > <> <> <

zzz.. what am i thinking.. hahas.. anyway.. exams coming.. hais.. really headache.. my "n" is less than a week away.. hahas.. hmm.. is okay bas..

hmm in anyway.. hahas.. just work hard.. this year and next year bas.. hmm.. zzz.. i feel slacked.. hahas.. okay la.. continue to work hard..

i miss my mummy.. hahas.. *tired..

kks.. need to study le.. bye.. =)

Squeaks` @* 4:31 AM

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Monday, August 27, 2007

hees.. today is a special day.. hahas..happy anniversary!!! hees.. ermm.. i talked crap yesterday to my laogong.. hahas.. today is our 10th month.. hahas.. almost a year lo~!! hahas.. hmm.. wee..!! love laogong.. hmm.. well.. i got my results lo.. hmm.. 13th/14th position jumped to 8th o!! hahas.. anyway.. i still think is sheer luck.. hais.. hahas.. gotta chiong studies le.. hahas.. hmm.. deardear is motivation.. hahas.. hmm.. hahas.. kks.. la.. got lots to work on.. no time le.. hahas.. tmr got prelim chinese "o".. hahas.. see ya..

*deardear wo ai ni ;P*

Squeaks` @* 6:57 AM

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Monday, August 20, 2007

hmm.. kks.. hais.. anyway, hahas.. the previous deleted blog written in a spur of anger that i was upset with my siblings.. hais.. should have given a thought further.. zz.. hmm.. sorry.. she was fierce but for my own sake.. i wondered if she heard what i've said.. sad.. so sorry.. then i told qian everything which got me better le.. yupp. hahas.. i love qian.. hees..

hais.. received a call from qian and said that her sister, qiqi, who is somehow a young little girl i doted on, going off to taiwan for further studies.. she's only 7.. in one way or another.. i miss her.. but afraid she'll be affected.. i will try to bring wiie along to fulfill her wish on seeing wiie.. hahas..she's going away on 25th.. however, i really wonder if wiie can make it. hope no disappointments bas.. hope everything goes on smoothly and happily.. i miss qiqi.. i will see her off de~! hees..

anyway.. i just read his blog and finally realised that he got emo because of many things.. more than 2 things.. 4 bas.. he said that he is sad due to his friend.. his ns stuffs.. somemore la.. but then, he never tells me.. where i find it so difficult to understand or even communicate.. when he got emo, i just went along with him.. hais.. i really don't know.. hais.. but is okay.. i promised him to give him a surprise.. hahas.. hope he gets better.. but then again.. zzz.. sorry.. was talking to my friend on the phone then hahas.. went on talking.. as for him.. i left him out.. > <>

okay..take care

qiqi.. hees.. lala hope qiqi will be happily in yuan qu and she will remember lala... hahas.. everything will go smoothly for her.. bon voyage..! =p

Squeaks` @* 6:54 AM

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Saturday, August 18, 2007

zzzzzzzzz..

i'm trying to set some rules to maturity bas.. sometimes it's really hard to do something.. what i meant is at least there are some restrictions that allows one to behave bas.. and as for me.. hmm.. just got to stick to the rules.. because promises are meant to kept bas..

ten promises

i promise not to bully him..
i promise not to demand for companion
i promise not to spite him
i promise not to give attitude
i promise not to be wilful
i promise not to behave like a kid
i promise not to hold him on if he have something on
i promise to give him time for himself
i promise to study hard and score well
i promise to fulfill my promises

i feels tired to be a dislikable girl.. hmm.. and what matters is considerations.. it was said to be disapproval of that relation.. however, persevereance allow.. now.. the one giving problems so many times.. stops..

i called him last night.. because i wish to apologise personally.. but 1st call hang up.. cos' hands trembling hard.. 2nd call, he called but i remained silent.. after a calm consideration.. 3rd call.. i apologise and thank.. well.. i really don't know.. just lost.. i'm directed to the wrong direction.. left all alone.. tired.. zzz... i want my rest..i really do.. but journey still has to continue.. i'll just find my joy along.. though drifting apart, perhaps.. i can find my way back.. worse come to worst, i can surrender for my right direction.. it's better than walking aimlessly.. especially a breakdown path..

Squeaks` @* 9:27 PM

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Friday, August 17, 2007

You are Blue Monkey, who has pretty smile and are charming woman. Your personality is very straightforward and conscientious. Although you seem rather nervous, you are naturally strong and can not stand to lose. You are a honest person with guts. Your facial features are handsome and you are a smart dresser with urban sense. You are also a curious person.You are a hard worker, and you put your energy not only in work but also in your personal interests. There are many Blue Monkey people who have mastered an art that would result in practical benefits. You can show womanly consideration to those around you, and even if you are not feeling well, you can commit your self in making happy atmosphere.Although you try to act cheerfully, you tend to be rather lonely mentally. Unlike your outer characteristic, you tend to submit to lonely circumstances.You are not very good at expressing your feelings, and may give false idea to those around you. You should know that without trying to make your self understood, you won't to get the cooperation and help of the others.You will be able to lead life free from pressure, if you can keep a relationship with those people bonded by heart. Your intelligence and creativity makes you suited to jobs relating to art and design.Once married and you have children of your own, you will become good mother and wife.

hees~!!!! i'll be a good wife~!!! but something is not true.. i where got attractive..?? hahas.. this survey so cute.. hahas...

Squeaks` @* 11:12 AM

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hmm.. tomorrow got mock exam.. english de.. hais.. just prelim jiu mock.. sooner or later our brain breaks into half arhs.. but is half le norhs~ hahas.. hahas.. but then again..hai.. got lots to think la..

i'm thinking to go find a job.. my parents look so xinku.. then i xintong.. hahas.. but then.. come to think again.. my studies.. really important.. hahas... hmm.. just jiayou lo.. hahas..

hais.. i feel solo and alone.. wish to lean on some one right now..!!!! > <>

anyway.. hahas.. jiayou bas~! hahas..

Squeaks` @* 9:18 AM

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Thursday, August 16, 2007

oo.. hahas.. prelim finally over.. hahas.. hmm.. but then hors.. i don't think i score well lehs.. hmm.. initially aiming for 5 points.. but then now arhs.. 8 points lahs.. hahas.. hmm.. zzz.. anyway.. retaking my mother-tongue.. hahas.. hmm.. zzz.. hais.. shit~.. why i get B3.. stupid lo.. somemore the oral exam got(M).. this time really strict.. hais.. sianz half.. hahhas.. but it's okay.. zzz.. i'm getting more and more UN-ladylike. hahas.. zzz.. then i become ladybird.. zz. -_-" joking.

anyway.. i wish to rest.. hais. really tired.. these days, i haven't been sleeping well.. and i wish that i could rest thoroughly.. zzz.. mock exam is just around the corner.. saturday.. hais.. poor me.. hahas.. how am i supposed to rest well..?

today very fun o.. i play with kids today and it was really fun.. but then, one of the kids, a boy ran away to nowhere.. in the end, i still have to get home.. zzz.. then irresponsible.. hais.. the kid went all around the school..zzz.. *-_-" i'm at fault..* then another kid.. i brought her to places.. then her mother got so worried.. hais.. irresponsible again.. sobs.. -_-" i still have to clear up the mess.. zzz.. a long way and responsibility to being a teacher lo.. sobs.. hais..

hais.. hahas.. happy.. finished lo.. upload some photos let you see.? =)

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all the above necklaces and earrings are for sale.. hahas.. want buy, just tag me.. thanks =)

the crew after shooting.. tired.. arhs.. someone wants to muacks me..!

bleahs and arhs~! =)

pig and hees..

the best smile~! =p

pokE~! bubble burst..~ =)

bleahs..~!!

her "V" tink.. = tick

C for curiosity~!

hmm..?? hees.. hao ke ai o..

hmm..?? who's out there??

toot toot de look.. with twist.. hahas.. like idoit..

face to face.. wee..~

sianzation~!

what? want to fight..? -sobs.. we qian da..

fingers of passion..

our hands~!

my shuai ge in no.1 uniform.. he was so excited..cute ma??

my shuai ge and his friend.. hahas

my shuai ge in his no.4 uniform.. this is the normal de..

my shuai ge gel his hair up.. hahas..

why you look so sian??? so sian mehs??

Squeaks` @* 8:13 AM

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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

zzz.. it's quite hard to answer la.. but i feel better.. hahas.. hmm.. eccentric me.. zzz.. anyway.. it's like qian[laopo] can't go home early, i can't go home late.. then somehow she does her things , i do mine..hahas.. poor thing.. lalala.. i don't want to do chores.. hahas.. zzz.. quite tired le ma.. so want some rest.. later go practice maths.. hahas.. sianzation.. like we're going to be forced to the corner le.. hahas.. hmm. we left 20 days from now.. hais.. then my laopos leaving.. hais.. he told me to study and study.. for my own good.. zzz.. will try hard i hope? hahas.. xp bleahs.. me<-naughty girl..

zzz.. kks la.. at least ending soon.. misery ends.. but happiness ends together.. hahas.. to be a person to do nothing is best? hahas.. my weekends~!! hahas.. tired.. i want to lie down.. hahas.. lean on someone.. hahas.. missing in action~

Squeaks` @* 2:10 AM

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Saturday, August 11, 2007

continuous of emotions part II..

self-isolation
zzz.. i'm still as quiet as yesterday.. at least 50 to 60 sentences?? hahas.. hmm.. hais.. my mum is waiting for me to talk to her... but then i kept quiet.. i want no quarrels actually.. when anyone wish to be angry with me.. i would remain silent for that person to scold.. my mum just wish to say something la.. but after her remarks, i don't have confidence le.. as in.. maybe i presumed myself as an abandoned child.. unwanted.. it's kind of crazy to be jealous of mother's love at this age but it's obvious that i'm not at home so often.. and that my mum naturally contacts more with my siblings.. and that i'm kind of left out.. craze.. i actually did self-isolation.. said nothing much the 2 days.. doing my stuffs..

she said that i didn't do work and my siblings are always doing it for me; i'm always away from home and that during the weekends i'm not doing much..; i'm always busy..

i did nothing much for my work.. but to do chores for the past 2 days.. no complains, kept quiet- emo-ing.. crazy la.. but i feel more comfortable.. till i have this late night to do my journal like this to do my confession.. hais.. hmm..

confession
i wish i'm not as capable as my mum thinks i am.. hope that she does pay a little attention to me.. just maybe an hour only..? without scoldings..? without reprimands.? without remarks? with a little care? that's more than enough.. i left only my boyfriend's attention.. which i think i don't get it everytime.. parental love is important.. and relationship is another thing.. he could only accompany me in the night for at most 1/2 hour out of 24 hours a day.. zzz.. i don't get it.. is it younger ones gets more than older child can have.. cos' they think that we're mature enough? hahas..well.. i need supports.. and everytime she gives remarks, it's hammering fragile heart of a child.. i don't need total attention.. but the sight of her good relations with my younger sis, brothers, it is kind of telling me that i'm "out".. and is really out of the sort.. hais.. then i'll start emo-ing; quiet; no action.. i do nothing of the sort to do unscrupulous stuff to gain sympathy or love from parents..just quiet.. sitting there.. while i see her awaiting my response which is so unknown to me that she wants me to initiate a conversation to her.. no matter what.. i still am the one who gave her attitude that day.. =(
i just wish that he could comfort me a little.. so i could make it up my loss? hahas.. silly right? but i'm just as normal as other girls.. loss of love somewhere, to make it up from elsewhere.. he's not here..

emptiness
i didn't do anything.. just left this emptiness.. until i finally realised today that i got a bit of sour in chest when i saw her playing with my mum.. she looked at me.. i didn't even watch her much.. i didn't do it on purpose.. honestly.. keeping a distance from someone i really wish to get near to is hard.. i just kept my wantings to myself.. tormenting myself with all the work i can do.. house chores complete.. emo.. talking not more than 10 words each sentence..getting all the cut on the hands, the legs from the chores.. working from 4 pm when i finished my arts till 1 am.. other than 3 hours of tv and resting.. i've been working.. i want some comfort.. in a protective zone at least..? so i won't feel so hurt.. so i won't feel that i have missing ***** in the chest..

tiredness
i hate... exam.. as if i'm barred from him.. the more i tried to reach out.. the more i'm away from him.. he said he don't have much time tomorrow for me.. he only have a day of preparation and book in again.. maybe till 2 months when my exams totally is over then will he "make it up" to me.. i need a shoulder to lean on now.. i'm so tired.. i guess i can only wait for his return.. if i could be normal again.. to go back to school.. hais.. study till late nights.. it's okay.. at least i've got aim.. then come back watch a little tv.. sleep.. tire myself even more.. then i can feel at ease.. secure.. hais.. tired..

have been crying..

Squeaks` @* 11:09 AM

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Friday, August 10, 2007

somehow.. i'm not normal.. whether attitude or behavior.. it's unlike myself. i haven't talk for almost half a day.. speaking to people for less than 50 sentences.. and even anyone ask why, i couldn't answer.. something is just missing.. empty in the heart.. should i say that i'm heartless?? then can anyone just tell me what's happening..? i can't feel anything.. emotionless.. even if anyone scolds me, i remained quiet..

hais.. forgotten how to be angry..hais..

i feel so silent.. i want noisy me to be back.. somehow.. i wish.. deardear could be by my side.. hais.. i just hope for a company.. hais.. but it's okay.. being quiet.. hmm.. at least i did laundry, cooking, dish washing, packing.. and studied.. perhaps.. it's good afterall.. at least deardear not here.. i did something..

i feel isolated.. kind of weak, like crying.. hais.. still tore my skin while brushing all the clothes, having it to bleed.. hais.. i want to be myself.. neglection.. continuous.. hais..

is it because something that i do is wrong and deserved to be isolated? or is it because i could study in this way then? not cherished.. hais..

i know i can do something.. my prelim's here.. deardear not neglecting me.. is just that he wants me to study.. and emotional is cause by too much stress or is it really because i don't feel at home.. living in my own world.. having everybody to think that i'm crazy, attitude? i really prefers to stay in school.. at least there are "same kind of people" as me who really understands how i feel like.. with much support, i'm able to regain myself faster.. study and study.. hais.. sometimes i feel like playing guitar, basketball just to vent my "unhappiness" or rather an unknown emotion.. just like today.. played guitar.. do chores.. and tire out.. finally to have myself crazy in bball.. but no strength.. now.. the only little energy left to write this journal.. to talk to someone.. someone who hears my heartfelt.. without anyone listen now, who can i turn to?

but it's okay.. a way of learning independence? my family complains that i'm not doing my chores.. then? i did.. no one sees.. i studied.. no one knows.. i've been living in my own world.. communication breakdown.. i wish i could be crazy with my friends.. at least i'm free to do something i want to.. to sneakily go blogging.. chat online.. to sit and study in a good environment.. with warmth at least.. am i loving school and disliking home? or is just a spur of moment in unhappiness..?

he said he'll cherish me even more.. think he sensed my silent behavior.. hahas.. silly.. kks.. la.. i've got source of happiness.. =) first smile today.. really.. hahas.. hmm.. kkx la.. i'll await his return.. meanwhile to study and learn my way of growing up without immaturity. hahas.. and.. to work hard for my goals.. great.. *smile*

*i'm not trying to be attitude.. i'm really emotionless.. hahas.. but coming back to myself.. hees.. thank you dear.. hugs.. without your support, perhaps life's really is boring.. what a sunshine..hahas..*

Squeaks` @* 9:32 AM

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Thursday, August 9, 2007

hm...i just read freak's blog.. a bit la.. hmm.. cos' just kind of concern about how's his life.. somehow, i just happened to be an emotional girl whose easily affected by such things whether it happens to me or others which wavers my action for the day.. hais.. hahas.. Freak said that sometimes it's good to be free from relationship.. hmm.. can i say.. i agree with him too..? hahas.. though i'm now with him<-my dear.. hahas.. it's kind of confusion.. hahas... hmm.. -_-'' am i too much of a busybody..?

well.. i'm always holding him on.. he can't breathe in this way.. hahas.. hmm. well i just can't stop it.. hmm.. -_-" well.. i'm just.. missing him lots.. wish to have more time spent on him.. but then.. i think it is an adverse effect on guys.. most girls think the same.. whereas the guys think so differently.. hmm.. they want time of their own.. zz... this is one important point i've come to realise from them.. hmm.. another one is.. don't restrict them from doing their favourite stuffs.. one good example is games lo.. to girls: neglection..

well.. girls tended to want more time spent on them and always thinks that it isn't enough.. then guys kept thinking that it is more than enough.. agree? ahahaas.. no intentions of hinting that it's my situation.. definitely not.. i'm just wondering if i'm doing a good job as a girlfriend.. but.. x hahas.. it's rather obvious la.. ahaha

hmm. i don't have the mood of having exam at all.. it's prelim exam.. yet no mood to touch books. hahas.. something is just missing and empty out here.. hahas.. art exam.. ss, science, math.. zzzzz... what can i do sia.. i barely even touch em'.. hell.. what the hell am i doing.. what should i do then?? hais.. hmm.. nevermind.. =) i can fail em all.. hack care..

the o level chinese result is going to be release.. kind of anxious.. hahas.. as long as the first letter "A" can liaos.. next year this year not touching books of chinese anymore.. hahas.. i kept speaking aliens-i'm referring to english- recently.. this is amusing.. my school is filled with chinese students.. i just out of sort, speaking the wrong language.. hahas.. hm.. and then.. hais. even with my dear? hahas.. need to get back to myself..

i hate coursework!!! so many things cling onto me still want me to get stuck on this shit job.. hais.. found everything but no printer.. zzzz.. stressed la~~!!!! emo whole day kept quiet.. threw tantrum.. i hate the feeling of unable to work.. it only reflects my inferiority.. i want a life back..!!!! later chiong~!!! no wonder... hate national exams la~~!! continuously doing this for 2 years eh.. hais.. then dear tell me no outing.. this week.. lehs.. hais.. or i got it all down because of his sentence..?? kkx la... expect no more.. he gave promise to me le.. and as for me.. nothing fulfilled... T^T hais hais hais!!!!!!!!!!! study!!!!!!

yesterday's celebration for national day was terrible.. singing competition.. zzz.. no good.. got the wrong person to be champion and quarrelled with someone..hais.. bad day bad day!!!!!

Squeaks` @* 9:38 AM

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Tuesday, August 7, 2007

you know?? i went to WCG eh~! hahas.. i saw the competition.. hahas.. great lo!! hahas.. it was on Sunday the Fifth of August.. hmm.. hahas.. it was so grand norhs.. i went with him.. hais.. and then i saw lin jun jie.. hahas. really.. i even recorded his voice.. next time upload.. hahas.. hmm... but he said that since i'm praising a guy in front of him, as my boyfriend, what can he say.. zzz... i became speechless then..

the last time i mentioned him was quite some time.. so does he.. hais.. hmm.. but it's okay.. i'm tired.. don't feel like touching any books.. it has been hard to stop missing.. i tried.. but to no avail.. hais..

and the guitar.. i want to practice.. but prelim is here and you advised not to touch.. i listened.. and hais..

still can't get off the thoughts of thinking.. just thousands of missings.. not forgetting 250 times of "i love you deeply" conveying 1000 words that goes with the smoothing symphony over miles and miles to your ears gently.. with all stars as witnesses, we became a pair of blessed couples with continuous loving for the past 9 months, 12 days, 21 hours and 9 minutes.. it's 23:37 today..

i enjoy laying in your arm, listen to your heartbeat as you hum the tune you wish as if singing to me even if you rejected my request previously to sing me a song... i giggled when you said that the smoothing symphony that was projected from your lungs softly were vibrations.. that very night, security allows relaxation throughout my souls; exchanging my whispering heart which listens to your "song" solemnly.. at that very moment, we live in our own world in the crowd whose on the public tranportation; under the night sky.. i wished that time really stops for moment thus everything last.. still indulging in my fantasy; reluctant to leave.. he said he had to go and i had to let my hand off him so that he could be freed.. i knew i had given him my heart by then so i felt empty inside.. waving goodbyes lastly to hope for the next reunion..

i love you deeply. without wide range of vocabulary, i expressed my love for you.. when you need me, i'll be there for you.. whenever it can't be controlled, i'll give you a hug.. all moral supports will be given to overcome the present and future obstacles.. let all past be past.. hand in hand, we go on with the journey~ muacks.. deeply in love with you..

Everytime I Look At The Stars

I gazed in your eyes,
Such a beautiful blue;
My heart whispered to me,
And that’s right when I knew;
The waves had ceased crashing,
On the sand at our feet;
Time had stopped passing,
My search was complete;
I finally discovered,
What I'd known all along;
A mystery uncovered,
That just couldn't be wrong;
It wasn't our first kiss,
Nor' the day that we met;
But I realized something,
I will never forget;
With the stars shining brightly,
From high up above;
I'd one word to describe it,
That word, is love.
I knew then these feelings,
For my sweetheart were true;
The man of my dreams,
And my soulmate, is you.
I think of it every time,
That I look at the stars;
This memory is mine,
But that moment was
OURS.

- Stephanie Lumley -

this is a sweet poem.. really for him.. the same sky shared.. muacks.. meant for you, my husband-to-be, Bin Hao..

Squeaks` @* 7:41 AM

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Thursday, August 2, 2007

this is the latest ndp helicopter lo.. i just happened to be there on 14 july.. i went to musical concert.. but by luck saw this.. hahas..

this is my beloved mama.. hahas.. 2 years ago de us..

my youngest brother and me o~ when i zi lian he came -__-'l

my meimei and i.. on her bed la.. hahas.. she cute hors..

i told him to smile.. but he laugh like this.. hahas..

my funny meimei.. when she is playing with her blanket, i snapped her.. hahas..

our picture is too dark to see la.. but my meimei wants me to smile nicely.. i do funny face..

my cute papa.. hahas.. sec 2 that time.. or 3?

this is miracle.. my mama wants to take photo.. hahas.. she cute hors.. we posed together.. =)

Squeaks` @* 6:13 AM

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hmm.. zzz.. i searched MOE's website to find my principal's email.. hahas.. then you know what?? i went to post mails to mr tay, my vice principal.. (i know my principal will do nothing about it =( i know it is assumption but he is not friendly..) i told him that i want my prom night~~!! this is a daring move, i must say.. hahas.. i'm quite unhappy that all seniors' Prom night was badly done except 1st batch.. 1st batch: in the hotel.. 2nd batch: in the school.. 3rd batch: lunching buffet in canteen.. hello~~it's deteriorating!! i don't mean to make it so grand.. but with standard, at least people could leave a gooood memory in this school ya? hahas.. hais..

hahas.. i actually requested few months ago.. but mr tay said he might book a hotel or ballroom in a hotel for us.. or at least ask technicians to come and make a disco out of that traditional hall.. hahas.. great isn't it.. if only he's the principal, there won't be much restrictions.. and also.. we could have a great enjoyable day.. just because his word, "ermm.. no promises to it.." hais.. so i'm trying to pester him so that out of his busy schedule, he could at least help us..? hees.. fulfill our wishes.. yupp.. =)

anyway.. many people presume that normal academic students should only join prom night in sec 5. hais.. says who.. why shouldn't we go with our own batch.. it's really kind of "strange" to join the juniors.. cos' we don't know them well and we'll be out casted.. who would want to go if this is so then? hais.. poor thing.. such misery.. to be neither too intelligent(express) nor too average(normal technical), which is normal, to get stuck in between.. hais.. hates it.. we look so abnormal.. outcasted batch.. hahas.. SO we should JOIN OUR BATCH~ hands all up~!! absolute agreement~~!!! hahas.. yupp..

we still has that very mild chances to get into ite and graduate this year.. why they don't include us.. if we graduate this year and has no celebrations.. isn't it a pity.. hais.. so WE MUST BE INCLUDED!! hope they'll do something nice nice for us.. i really wish.. hais.. kkx la.. end here..

hmm.. blah blah blah.. a lot of problems.. deardear i miss you lots..

Squeaks` @* 5:03 AM

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i want to have a prom night for graduating classes lo.. past few year's set up was like.. aiyo!!! hahas.. i want to join in this year and have a grand celebration! so we can can have last moments of joy..~ do understand that feeling of misery????? hais.. PRINCIPALS!!!! I WANT MY PROM NIGHT! hahas.. hais..

Squeaks` @* 1:27 AM

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About

.stella.sekki.
Age 17. Jan baby.
Student.Vocalist

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I.adores.my.family
I.love.my.band.band.
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Friends

Arthur.Rockstar!
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banana.zhabo's
beike.sister
Ben/Vermon.brother
cornelius.schoolmate5B
denyse.dancejunior
devilrinas.dancejuniors[nuers]
elaine.zhabos's
felicia.dancejunior
huiishaan.schoolmate5B
huiting.classmate5A
ivy.dancejunior
jason.band
jerrome.band
kamy.tuitionpal
khaiyin.dancejunior
kira.bandmember
linqi.secclassmate5A
liyun.dancejunior
magdalene.secclassmate4B
meiqi.classmate5A
min.cutegirl
priscilla.dancejunior
qian.bestbuddy
qimin.dancejunior
raychel.specialgirl
shitsteadjocelyn.mummy
shuqing.beike'sfrien
shiwenjiejie.sweetsis
sylvia.zhabo's
wanling.dancejunior
xue.sister
yanhan.dancejunior
yeejoo.5Aclassmate

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History

April 2007
May 2007
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