got photos le~!! prelims starting next week.. zzz.. today still night study until 8 plus... zz.. hais.. hmm.. anyway..hand up my canvas and everything lo.. hahas.. hopefully can get good grades lo.. hahas.. hmm..arhs... tired.. just show you the uploading photos bax..
all below~~~
this dark dark one is just one scene where the star appear among the trees.. so look very dark.. also because i went home late.. sobs..
the sun is setting.. so nice.. just nice i took it by luck.. hahas.. and the traffic so busy.. hahas.. it was peak hour.. 7 plus..? pm..
1st part.. setting.. bright bright.. like explosion.. then in the midst..
orangy de right.. so interesting.. hahas...
fading off lo.. hahas.. hmm..
there.. no more.. hais.. this is the compass point in the night.. did i capture the beauty in it? hahas..
the cloud was very unique that day.. hahas..
there we were walking and saw beautiful clouds.. hahass. it was saturday okay?
and hidden behing the hdb flat.. hahas.. the clouds.. i know i'm boring kkx?? 
ehh.. my mummy say not nice.. T_T
how many "sengkang square" is needed??!!! hahas.. see la~~!! no cars wants to drive pass this path.. hahas.. joking.. but.. which direction you want to go??
oh.. shadows.. but.. you can see the scorching sun without anything protection.. isn't it special??
ooo.. lamp post.. hahas.. no la.. objective is.. the cloud looks like a cuttlefish.. agreeable?? hahas...
this is taken in my school.. look like the candy floss.. i want some.. T_T
looks like heaven to me.. hahas...
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Saturday, July 21, 2007
hmm.. uploading images.. i see arhx.. hmm.. hahas.. show you later.. hmm.. my papa's birthday today~! hahas.. he's so cute..
hmm.. anyway.. we were planning to go out for a dinner.. steamboat.. yupp.. and have the cereal prawn.. zzz.. i suggested vegetarian.. -->*fiery eyes and boxers ready for me..* sobs.. T_T hmm.. hahas.. then they said, "don't be crazy.." but qiian said that on birthdays, try not to kill.. sobs.. T_T anyway.. in the end.. my meimei suggested a better idea.. to buy our own.. then eat to fill~! hahas.. so today.. my papa has greatest say!!! --always isn't it? > <
hmm.. aiyo.. i just received bad news that they're not cooking cereal prawn le T_T.. they say.. will shrink.. the prawns are too small.. i was the one who went to buy.. it's okay..
hm. i was supposed to work today.. [for your information, i work as a part time tutor.. sound great??] but then tuition cancelled as i'm sick.. hais.. got ill so easily.. fever and cold.. zzz.. luckily not serious de.. hahas.. the weather got so weird.. blowing hot and cold.. it's not like this period of time is monsoon.. zzz.. or is it? zz.. our earth is dying T_T..
in anyway.. hahas... today's a happy occasion.. my gorgor's girlfriend is coming too.. =) hahas.. isn't it great..
but i gotta update something unhappy too.. my boyboy can't come.. hais.. he said that his aunt cooked something for him and he got to stay.. zzz.. what more can i say.. i don't mean bad.. but then.. hais.. his family kind of eccentric.. sometimes i wondered.. is it because i'm not worth of him or am i so dislikable.? i'm so sorry.. but i really want to be with him.. sobs.. hais.. drop it.. =(
hmm.. steamboat starting.. =) reunion dinner~!!! =)
anyway.. once and for all~~~ happy brithday papa~~~!!!!!
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Tuesday, July 17, 2007
now in school updating the blog.. hey.. all new computers.. zzz.. flat monitor.. cool acer CPU.. waa.. i just realised i'm outdated.. hahahax.. it's early in the morning.. hahax.. only if i have such computer at home.. hahahx.. hmm.. anyway.. all slacking.. hahax.. if this is whole day in school.. i'll be most gladly to accept such offers..! hahahx.. joking.. anyway.. really want to rest...
my canvas is almost done.. the most worrying thing should be my prep work.. hahax.. zzz.. my gorgor don't allow me use blog at home.. hahax.. cut off his connections he says.. hahax.. then start scolding.. hahax.. so gotta use when no one uses the computer at home.. or in school hopefully.. hhahas.. hopefully too.. finish my prep on thursday so i can complete.. hahaas
anyway.. now.. should be doing chinese whatever work.. but slacking here..hahas.. zzz.. bleahx.. anyway.. hahahax... jiayou bax..
hmm.. he's okay now.. in ns.. working hard.. as for me.. everyday goes home at 7 plus.. reached home almost 8.. hais.. hmm.. art students.. tough job.. hahahs.. **advice to all art student whose taking "o" and "n" level next year**.. hurry in working on it.. otherwise gotta.. rush like mad.. hahas.. hmm.. just one week of rest and have to rush my coursework le.. super time consuming.. can't do other subjects.. or too tired by the time to do.. yupp.. hais.. hahas..
anyway.. i wish i could be.. able to study some kind of lab things.. then go to school and start teaching.. yeah~! and go into university.. if i can make it.. hahax.. i'm a little girl with great ambition.. hahas.. jiayou for my dream~! dare to dream... > <>
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Monday, July 16, 2007
somehow.. i really don't know what i'm trying to do.. hais.. hahas.. i just saw his blog.. and like.. hmm. made him feel sad and sandwiched him.. hais.. i'm really sorry honey..
hmm.. anyway, i'm just simply silly.. a little bit like.. moody these days.. frustrated just got out of nowhere.. remember-- last saturday.. was a happy day.. i didn't think much.. hahas.. then.. early in the morning.. my elder brother said.. "hey.. he's going out with you so no time for me.. hais.. enjoy your day with him!" yupp.. initially i thought this was the case.. got so high in the morning.. hahas.. do everything to prepare.. last thing i would think of is.. he actually tell me that he's going out with parent to see doctor.. - right, i can't be unreasonable at all.. i told myself.. it's absolutely okay~! =) and.. i heard this sentence only.. forgetting the sentence he said yesterday-- "i might go out with my friend yupp" guess what..? some girl named ivy sent her an sms to go out on weekends.. what can i say.. jealous? don' be silly..-told myself.. happy initially.. ended up in great disappointment.. even got concert tickets to watch it with him.. zz.. gladly, i've got my sister.. - i did it on purpose.. to make him jealous.. tell him i might go with guys..- even quarrel in the night with him.. gave him attitude.. that i really trying to protest.. =(
that very saturday.. he didn't go out with me.. with someone.. maybe brandon, his friend.. or his new friend ivy.. i don't mean "tell me everything.. you must report..!" i don't mean that.. yet.. nothing said.. how worry can i get.. who the *** did he went to.. honestly.. i get jealous quite easily.. hais..
fine.. sunday was the day.. finally time of our own.. -yeah~- funny.. my younger brother came along.. reject? no way..! want to get tongue-lashing arhx? hais.. it's okay.. still have him around.. going out.. hais.. i really don't know what's best to say ya? hahas.. well.. all i can do is forget what happened.. go out happily.. but ended up.. saddened.. he may not know.. but there was once.. where he was very very little harsh on his tone.. i got really sad.. really really sadddened.. that i kept quiet though it's a happy occasion to go out with him.. and that i really happy he watch harry potter whatever whatever with me-*opps.. forget name le..- enduring that stupid acting up gastric pains.. all along quiet.. and lastly.. gotten him to be emo with me.. i really penniless sobs =( if i can, i would rather i pay food for myself.. don't dare to tell him i'm hungry.. hahas.. he spent a lot on me le.. sobs.. enduring.. till end of the show.. i thought it through.. perhaps.. i have to care.. need to contribute.. not him only.. so.. stopped attitudes.. with happy face.. smiled.. still left a little questions.. kept in there.. yupp..
anyway till now.. i really not much confident in relationship.. if it can really go on.. maybe i just stop all these just after sometime.. who knows..hais.. some promises, to him, meant to be empty.. "sorry.." Is it his apologies and temporary guilt? hais.. nevermind..
hmm.. anyway.. love really need trust.. i gotta trust him.. and feel apologetic that i actually suspected him.. i'm okay.. should be cause by my thinkings.. slowly change my thoughts.. he has his reasons to do something of his own.. some time of his own.. not sticking to him forever like glue.. though is love him forever like candy.. also.. showing attitude is very very much a wrong wrong.. hahas.. he need to be respected.. just like he did.. to public.. i apologise honey.. sorry.. though i promised.. i'll continue to trust you, keep my promises..
in the end.. i apologised to him on last sat.. i'm not experienced in love got to learn slowly.. and happy that.. he forgive my nonsense.. and to be okay.. hees.. he did everything.. for me.. hahas which is happy.. thank you honey.. just like i say, i would continue to love him for life.. and.. lastly.. sorry to make you sad.. =) don't sad okay.. muacks.. zzz.. as if talking to him.. and writing on purpose.. hahas..
kkx la.. end le.. otherwise.. some people going to throw tantrum.. zzz -youngest brother i mean..
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