don't ask me what happened.. -_-"
anyway.. yesterday was feeling a bit unwell.. in all.. i learnt alot things.. experience in the malaysia trip.. hahahaha..zzz.. anyway.. haggard a bit lazy to move norhx.. stay there don't move.. zzz..
btw.. hmm.. i very bad norhx.. went out with honey.. bully laogong.. insisted he bullied me.. actually was me.. ahahahahahx.. zzz..we watched... erm.. fantastic 4 II: the silver surfer.. hahahax.. hahahahax.. haahahahax.. tired.. have to do canvas.. 3/4 my body size nehx!!! ask me to complete within this week impossible.. hahahahahahx.. sianx 1/2.. but it was fun after all.. to be able to go out with him.. but poor thing.. everytime he pay.. i wish i could pay myself.. next time when i got my pay.. all spendings on him? hahahahax.. just like he spend on me.. zzz..
kind of.. sad.. hmm.. cos' i have works to do? hahahax.. haix.. hmm. anyway.. laogong also busy with his dota.. i wish i could have some fun too.. haix.. hmm.. later go write diary then my canvas.. lastly the 10 years series.. hahahahax.. hmm.. but i want to go out/play dota with laogong *but afraid not skillful enough to play along instead bothered him*, play guitar. and... everything.. zzz.. nevermind.. hais.. *lay my head on him.*
i just chatted with gor.. <-- chuenyong.. eh.. he want to learn guitar like laogong.. hahahx.. hmm.. 7 chords.. enough to teach? hahahax.. should say exchange pointers.. yup.. hahhahahax.. i learnt guitar for dear's sake... heex.. he said he want to learn.. then from jeanne jiejie, i've learnt.. but still feels.. haix.. mm.. our relationship drifting away..? or.. is it like i'm too sensitive..? or Guowei gorgor spot on..? guowei gorgor said.. is xi guan or really true love? hahahax.. hais.. what happened.. zz.. to me.. i'm not xi guan.. but he is? i'm always invading his privacy.. i don't wish to either.. =(
then kept myself busy typing this post, so i'm not leftout.. and. virus.. i want to go.. hais.. maybe.. i just want to catch his attention by being naughty.. then.. hahahx.. go out with me.. he played PsP.. then i listen to my songs.. each doing own things... in the end.. i throw tantrum.. zzzz... see.. maybe.. i just want his attentions.. but he don't seemed to know? -_-" and me?? don't dare to tell.. hahahax.. but... tel = intrusion of privacy... see.. how to tell.. hmm.. hais.. in all.. sianx.. my fault lo.. need his attentions.. hahahahax.. threatened to cal rapheal even.. then searched his contact.. ??out of rage??.. he pressed "CALL".. zzz and then chatted lo.. but i was shocked when he pressed.. cos' i have no intention.. hahahahax.. hmm. his saddened face really somehow.. melts my heart.. and it always works.. zzzz...
and then i ignored him *though hurts in heart..* and ultimately. he used his last best stunt.. hahahax.. puppy eyes.. zzz.. like that puss(shrek 3: that kitty).. hahahahax.. but it works you know.. hahax.. hmm.. hahahahx.. zzz.. anyway.. i like that wink in the foodcourt!!! i wish i could replied.. but.. was "disgusted" by the beef.. and gastric.. hahahx..
zz.. hmm... and then.. was all cold.. but got his hugs.. hahax.. hmm.. okay la.. hahax..
anyway... glad.. love him lots... hahax.. aiyo.. wonder.. why i get happy after pouring sorrows and share happiness.. hahaxx.. kk la.. end le la.. so long.. long-winded.. hahax.. *laogong, love you no matter what hapens.. =) <3>
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